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Wednesday, October 13, 2010
2:34 AM it's 2.35 am. it's been nearly three months. and i'm still here. thinking. waiting. hoping. i know. i'm just being an idiot. a big, fat idiot. you've made it crystal clear to me. and yet here i am. unable to move on or go back. i'm angry at myself. angry for not being able to move on. angry for not being able to stop caring. angry for not being able to forget. angry for not being able to block you from my mind. angry for not being able to chase you from my heart. i hate the me i am now. because i promised myself to stop the messages. i promised myself to stop thinking. i promised myself to stop caring. i promised myself to stop. and guess what. i broke all of them. every time i thought i managed to get over it. you do or say something to throw me back to square one. there's more that i want to say. but for the first time. i don't know how to put them into words. [ if me being happy makes you happy. then i'd lie. till my teeth hurt and my eyes tear ] |
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