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  • Tuesday, February 28, 2006
    12:01 AM

    I CAN'T WAIT FOR THURSDAY :p

    Sunday, February 26, 2006
    11:01 PM

    I LOVE BEING CASHIER !! [ but then again a thousand apologies to the lady whom i charged an extra 50 cents -_-" ][ my birthday's coming !! i'm growing old !! darn .. ]

    Thursday, February 23, 2006
    1:15 AM

    If You're Not The One

    If you're not the one then why does my soul feel glad today?
    If you're not the one then why does my hand fit yours this way?
    If you are not mine then why does your heart return my call
    If you are not mine would I have the strength to stand at all

    I never know what the future brings
    But I know you are here with me now
    We'll make it through
    And I hope you are the one I share my life with

    I don't want to run away but I can't take it, I don't understand
    If I'm not made for you then why does my heart tell me that I am?
    Is there any way that I can stay in your arms?

    If I don't need you then why am I crying on my bed?
    If I don't need you then why does your name resound in my head?
    If you're not for me then why does this distance maim my life?
    If you're not for me then why do I dream of you as my wife?

    I don't know why you're so far away
    But I know that this much is true
    We'll make it through
    And I hope you are the one I share my life with
    And I wish that you could be the one I die with
    And Im praying you're the one I build my home with
    I hope I love you all my life

    I don't want to run away but I can't take it, I don't understand
    If I'm not made for you then why does my heart tell me that I am
    Is there any way that I can stay in your arms?

    'Cause I miss you, body and soul so strong that it takes my breath away
    And I breathe you into my heart and pray for the strength to stand today
    'Cause I love you, whether it's wrong or right
    And though I can't be with you tonight
    I know my heart is by your side

    I don't wanna run away but I can't take it, I don't understand
    If I'm not made for you then why does my heart tell me that I am
    Is there any way that I can stay in your arms?


    Wednesday, February 22, 2006
    1:23 AM

    bouncing on cloud nine DO NOT DISTURB *best day ever*

    Tuesday, February 21, 2006
    1:23 AM

    JUBILATED

    Saturday, February 18, 2006
    11:30 PM

    it was supposed to be 4H gathering today but they were meeting at 6 so me and chiuyee decided to go catch a movie first [ mrt trains are very good meeting places either at the head or tail whee :p ] .. somehow or rather i mixed up great world city and raffles city [ GREAT how dumb can i get -_-" ] .. had to walk all the way to marina square in the end but we were still in time for the movie [ stunning ] [ people take my advice NEVER watch the fog it's a total waste of hard earned money and time :p ] [ moreover the screen in the marina square theatre is TINY omg ] [ see lah chiuyee people wanna watch pink panther don't let me watch watch this kind of lame show haiz ] .. walked around in circles before chiuyee settled with long john silver [ haiz people not hungry ah hai me tomorrow can't eat long john silver liao ] .. walked to the esplanade after that to look see look see [ darn i can get so many things when i have the money but i don't know which one to get very good -_-" ] .. walked back to raffles city to look for presents [ i ain't tired i ain't tired ] .. walked for i don't know how long before chiuyee noticed that her keychain was missing [ GREAT ] .. retraced ALL our steps [ and that's ALOT for your infomation ] but still couldn't find it .. met yifang and they continued the search [ i couldn't be bothered haiz ] .. sunleng couldn't wait to meet us so asked her to come down to city hall mrt first before going marina bay .. met jiayu on the train there haha and she gave sunleng her belated birthday present [ which consisted of 17 different pairs of socks so GAY !! ] .. met charlene and siewhuai when we were coming up and even though we were late enough it turns out we were still early [ ah yes yes ] .. they decided to go back to taka and eat breeks in the end [ train fare not cheap ] so the whole bunch of us boarded the train .. went to sit next to 18 and 19 and took photos with them [ failed cause have 16's balloon with us not nice :p ] .. maiosia and nadiah came to join us for awhile before leaving and we managed to squeeze all 15 of us in one long table whee [ 16 17 18 19 ] [ hongheng sharon yifang me sunleng andrew charlene siewhuai yuhuang engkien samuel qizhi chiuyee jiayu and vicky ] .. took us so darn long just to choose what we wanted to eat [ me had some pattie MELTED :p ] and hongheng took down our orders lol .. sunleng couldn't wait for everyone's food to come so she started eating first [ only an excuse cause she wanted to take everyone's photo when they were eating -_-" ] .. sufi mervin and richie dropped by during the dinner .. had a hard time collecting money afterwards haha got so much missing .. don't what happened to the guys but left only qizhi and hh so we went to take neoprints at heeren .. 9 of us were squashed inside one machine but it turned out quite alright haha !! [ hongheng jiayu vicky sharon yifang sunleng chiuyee charlene me ] .. took one gay neoprint [ this time no niuli haiz gays will never be complete sian ] first time i too tall WHEE :p [ sunleng sharon yifang chiuyee vicky me ] .. went home with charlene woah it's been so long since we went out and go home together sigh .. our parents were taking turns to call us on our way home haha !! [ it would have been perfect if only ms lee was here tonight :( .. ] [ well i enjoyed myself today guys !! thanks for everything !! i'm so gonna miss you all haiz .. just hope we can all keep in contact but that's a really FAT hope :p ] [ zui ai shi ni ]

    Wednesday, February 15, 2006
    11:29 PM

    OVERJOYED

    Monday, February 13, 2006
    10:34 PM

    FOREVER LOVE

    LIAN AI YAN XI

    ZUI AI SHI NI

    BU DE BU AI

    QING HUA

    NI HE WO

    DA SHE TOU

    TIAN HUI


    Friday, February 10, 2006
    12:07 AM

    [ for some of you , today is one of those days where you wished you never woke up .. don't feel so bad guys .. i know what i say now has obviously no effect but try and cheer up , don't let a piece of paper bring down your spirits :p .. ] nearly had a heart attack waiting for charlene to come up this morning [ she was gonna help me drag one bag of stars to school ] [ and yes i managed to finish folding the stars thanks to some last minute thinking haha ] .. went 4H-hunting when we reached school haha [ choose one !! ] .. oh and thanks to laoda for the thingy which you gave us [ i don't know the name for it ] .. we were all meeting each other after god-knows-how-long and you can imagine all the huggings and laughter :p .. darn that mr lam ruin the " surprise " for me [ samantha you've got a C .. wow .. ] .. heart-wrenching moments when giam talked and talked and talked haiz [ smack him ah ] .. my turn to get results and it was like wow NERVOUS .. miss lee was giving out results [ yay !! ] and when she told me : " samantha you've got 14 points " I WAS STUNNED .. i'm surprised i didn't cry :p .. ask me to sign paper some more [ ms lee !! i can't remember how to sign my name !! omg omg -_-" ] .. can't really remember what happened next but there was alot of calling people , comparing results and crying of course :p .. managed to give out all my stars [ thanks to vicky and yifang ] and decided to go tiong eat cause they were hungry and the whole group of gays was there [ wow gays first time we're all together :p ] plus hongheng .. niuli had to leave first after we reached there haiz so fast break liao :'( .. went foodcourt eat after looking at our horoscopes [ must be laoda's idea CHEAP mah .. ] .. laoda just couldn't stop taking photos with her new camera haiz sian .. vicky and hongheng left after eating cause they wanted to go shopping and sharon had to work later so left me , laoda , yifang and chiuyee .. yf and cy were torn between going to work and going out .. spent so much time just asking someone to pretend to be yf's father that the shop was closed when we called -_-" .. they didn't go back in the end haha and cy had her dinner on me .. decided to go my house but yf was feeling bad about lying to her mom so went back home instead [ ah yes yes go home give mom scold bit lame really ] .. watched tv all the way till 11 [ which by that time laoda had already fallen asleep haiz poor thing so tired who ask you sleep so late ? ] asked my father to fetch them home after that [ late liao ah ] .. [ well i got what i wanted and i'm glad .. now i gotta fill in my form and fight with the rest for my course haiz .. just hope i can get in .. ] [ be proud of yourselves people .. i know you think you could have done much better but it's over and done with .. get on with your lives you can't do anything to change your grades .. ] [ ms lee : a TRUCK load of thanks to you ms lee couldn't have done it without you :p i'm gonna miss you !! ] [ i enjoyed myself today too :) and do i really owe you so many things ? oh man .. ]

    Thursday, February 09, 2006
    1:32 AM

    ELATED

    Wednesday, February 08, 2006
    11:00 AM

    I LOVE FIREWORKS :p

    10:35 AM

    [ so many stars so little time haiz .. ] chiuyee yifang and vicky came to my house today to play mahjong whole day haha .. yifang just couldn't wait to get started though she and chiuyee reached earlier [ san que yi !! ] .. it seems that i am the ULTIMATE winner :p .. took all their money and even though i kept changing places i still won :p [ ren ping hao pai ping hao ] .. yifang had to leave around six cause she told her mom she was going back for dinner but we arranged to meet later cause it was yifang and chiuyee's last time to be able to watch fireworks .. seeing that we only had three people left after sending yifang home we decided to play blackjack wahahaha .. chiuyee thought she can repay her debts to me but in the end still owe me some more :p .. they ate dinner at my house after a few rounds wahaha [ sharon you're not the only one now ] [ chiuyee - egg vicky - chicken wings me - pig liver ] .. played one more round of mahjong with my mom before we went off .. turns out we were late reaching city hall but yifang was still later :s .. the fireworks looked nicer tonight !! [ though there was this heart shaped one that i don't like ] .. we sat down to talk after that and well it wasn't happy hmm .. yifang had to leave earlier wanted me to accompany her to her bus stop one but i didn't in the end sorry ah .. oh man chiuyee insisted on taking so many photos again while vicky was on the phone [ say i look nicer some more yucks your eyesight got problem ah .. ] .. it was quite late when vicky put down the phone and parents were chasing me home already so we walked to city hall mrt to take bus .. saw shafiqa at the bus stop turns out she works at suntec fish and co. and she walked all the way here -_-" [ people half blind at night ah can't see anything ] .. [ yifang : give him a little bit more time lah we'll see what happens on friday .. if you really can't stand it anymore return the animals to him .. it's not good to keep waiting .. ] [ grace : don't sad lah woman .. he is a guy after all and they normally don't understand girls' feelings so maybe he was just being kind in showing you the present but you saw it another way :p .. i'll say it again : one step at a time ] [ i'm on a roller coaster ride -_-" ]

    Sunday, February 05, 2006
    3:06 AM

    I LOVE FIREWORKS :p

    Saturday, February 04, 2006
    1:11 AM

    ah today was a last minute planning for laoda's birthday :p .. oh and it was the first time laoda was late !! turns out that none of us got her a present oh man [ see lah laoda !! everything waste money waste money now we really don't know what to get you :s ] .. so we planned to go bugis to give her a treat at sakae sushi .. met sharon at tiong bahru mrt and she just made it in time lucky she ran :p .. realised we were the first so went in search of sunleng's present .. she was planning to get her a water bottle but the design not nice so decided not to no money anyway haha !! we were supposed to meet at the fountain and laoda said that her birthday request was to see all the gays standing in the middle of the fountain -_-" [ slim chance ah unless you switch off the water lah ] .. it was still early so we went to walk walk around first at this mickey mouse shop when sunleng yifang and chiuyee reached .. was watching this nut cracker show which i'd seen before [ stupid sunleng was trying to block my view ] .. we were standing outside deciding what to do and it seemed like chiuyee had watched EVERY show leaving me and yifang with NOTHING to watch sian .. me and yifang suddenly ran off without telling them to check on the timings for the movie [ fun with dick and jane ] was wondering whether to eat first or watch first hmm and it seems like our stomachs won :p .. turns out that sakae saturday no buffet so it was gonna be expensive and changed place to pastamania .. was sitting outside when someone mentioned to go down to see whether want to eat swensons or not wow [ get cake for laoda on the way mah ] [ and i think the person was me :s ] .. laoda was arguing with us saying that it was too expensive and just wouldn't shut up about it haiz [ people treat you got so much to say so gay ] .. went inside and actually sharon , me and yifang sit inside one [ 17 18 19 ] but that FAT laoda ah push push push one so i had to change place and sit next to chiuyee outside [ you good you fat thing you ] .. chose four different plates of food so we could all share whee [ laoda was still complaining expensive -_-" sheesh ] .. sharon was like writing down all our orders like she was at work haiz ah well save the waitress some time haha .. laoda kept insisting on cheers-ing us when the ice water came and no one dared to until all of us drank some haha !! so scared it would spill !! in the end still never cheers with her lah [ dan xiao ] .. food came and sharon asked for five small plates whee !! [ crayfish spaghetti - chicken baked rice - fish and chips - breaded chicken ] .. chiuyee and sunleng shared one half of the crayfish while sharon and yifang shared the other half [ me can't eat ] .. cy and laoda just couldn't stop DIGGING at the crayfish even though it was pretty bare by then .. ordered a slice of ice-cream cake for laoda and we all shared haha [ yifang and sharon was using the long thin spoon to scoop up water from their cups -_-" ] .. laoda just couldn't stop with the cheers-ing thingy so chiuyee played with her and got yifang and me wet haiz [ yifang sit in the middle not good ah :p ] .. quite cheap ah the meal maybe cause we all share but i had to pay for sharon first [ poorer by 10 bucks ] .. saw this actress from this show which i don't know ah well .. went to this shop opposite where they sold sweets and laoda was buying some chocolates don't know for what .. heard tong hua but realised it was " somebody " sing one so ran out of the shop quickly :p .. went to meet niuli after that [ again at the fountain ] and she was the only one who brought sunleng a present [ it was a musical box in the form of a piano ] .. gave them their strings [ laoda - yellow ` right ` yifang - purple ` left ` chiuyee - blue ` hair ` sharon - pink ` hair ` niuli - pink ` left ` me - red ` right ` ] .. me and sunleng snuck upstairs to check in on leatherark without telling them and i purposely went to play tong hua for sunleng [ be honoured ] while she went to watsons to look for something .. didn't follow them when they went to the toilet while sunleng went back to watsons AGAIN hmm .. went to take neoprints LOL all of us liked the first one we took so NATURAL wahahaha .. they loaned me their neoprints for me to scan into the computer return them some other time .. went shopping after that kinda boring they bought earrings and stuff .. saw the actress again and this time she was on the first floor taking pictures and stuff .. and suddenly she knocks into this board causing me sunleng and sharon to laugh out loud haha .. went to get our movie tickets after that hmm it seems we didn't tell laoda about it cause we were paying for her no need to ask what .. oh yea laoda gave each of us an ANGBAO each with $500 wow THANKS AH LAODA :p .. accompanied sharon to her bus stop and that woman ah cross road never see car liddat one -_-" .. treated them to this chocolate thingy from beardpapa [ though i hadta borrow $1 from chiuyee haiz ] while sunleng and yifang went to find lightsticks in cold storage [ leng was going night cycling ] .. found out that we had less than 10mins till the movie so we ran down to cold storage to get our drinks and said bye to niuli on the third floor cause she was going to work later not watching movie with us .. show was quite nice very funny .. me and yifang were laughing like i don't what .. laoda had to leave after the movie she still wanted to find her lightstick and get to bedok in time hmmm .. said bye to her on the first floor and yifang chiuyee and me went to the arcade .. turns out that chiuyee left her phone with laoda so sunleng had to come all the way back to return her haiz poor thing .. played some games with them like photo hunt and metal slug [ i didn't know chiuyee played that game !! next time can play with her but both of us die so fast one :s ] .. ooo house of the dead 4 is so cool !! watched the pros play like wow .. decided to walk to the esplanade cause me and chiuyee's bus fare not cheap .. it seems that vicky brought me sunleng and niuli on a really long stroll or should i say long way around -_-" [ now i owe yifang and chiuyee a meal oh man ] .. met evelyn and zhouhui on the road and i PRACTICALLY scared evelyn out of her wits :p .. reached there quite early so went in search of a nice place to watch the firworks .. went into this really nice shop haiz so many things i want inside there and yifang say don't buy anything or else she nothing to give me for birthday present eeks [ believe me woman there are too many things you won't be able to buy all for me right ? ] .. seems that maiosia was coming along to watch the fireworks with us yay .. first it was the roof terrace then we decided to go down to the riverside and meet maiosia there .. managed to squeeze ourselves in haha skinny skinny :p .. maiosia and yifang were talking about the jc thingys so left me and chiuyee to crap whee !! [ bully me one you can poke i can't haiz ] [ i hate your finger ] .. maiosia and yifang left to find something to eat and just nice the fireworks started ah yes yes .. waited so long and they're not at their places to watch bit lame really .. haiz chiuyee another one take so many pictures people very tired know [ some more it's your hand not stable :p ] .. went to this big what fair ?? don't know but alot of chinese new year things so walk lah anyway they were hungry .. maiosia and chiuyee each bought one of this fibre optics thingy haha reminded them of lcb .. walked back to cityhall and thought we were taking mrt but in the end still took bus home oh well haha .. watched [ i not stupid one ] when i reached home channel 8 showing .. haiz i still wanna watch the second movie :( .. [ gays : oh man it was fun with you guys today !! hope we can have more of this kind of days but next time we ALL don't have school or work :p .. thanks gays ] [ is it just me or did you purposely forget what happened the past few days ? ]

    Friday, February 03, 2006
    11:25 PM

    Around the corner I have a friend,

    In this great city that has no end,

    Yet the days go by and weeks rush on,

    And before I knew it, a year is gone.

    And I never see my old friend's face,

    For life is a swift and terrible race,

    he knows I like him just as well,

    As in the days when I rang his bell.

    And he rang mine but we were younger then,

    And now we are busy, tired men.

    Tired of playing a foolish game,

    Tired of trying to make a name.

    "Tomorrow" I say! "I will call on Jim

    Just to show that I'm thinking of him."

    But tomorrow comes and tomorrow goes,

    And distance between us grows and grows.

    Around the corner, yet miles away,

    "Here's a telegram sir, Jim died today."

    And that's what we get and deserve in the end.

    Around the corner, a vanished friend.


    Thursday, February 02, 2006
    9:40 PM

    whee !! today so fun !! went to ngee ann poly with nadiah and zhenshun though i wasn't interested .. got a free goodie bag [ FREE ] and two tattoos !! one was : ' NP student facts - global smart + passion + winning attitude ' and the other was : BA ZEST ! .. one's pink and really BIG and the other was small and red .. nadiah said both were TOO obvious on my arm cause i was TOO white .. saw our primary school friend and nadiah didn't want me talking to her at first till she saw us so bad !! didn't get the chance to meet yifang though different place different time .. one thing i LOVED about NP was their MAGNUM FORCE .. wah lao power ah their cca which was about cheerobics .. man if you hadn't seen them performed before you haven't seen anything :p .. oh and we went to their food court to eat .. not bad lah but quite small .. the three of us ate chicken rice but each one bought different one .. [ ` nadiah - sweet and sour ` ` zhenshun - black pepper ` ` me - lemon ` ] it seems that only the rice was flavoured not the chicken -_-" .. went to meet devina after that cause she wanted to cut hair , pluck eyebrow and i don't know what .. zhenshun had to go back to school anyway and i nothing to do at home haha .. she was waiting for me and nadiah at far east and we went chinatown to cut her hair .. left earlier cause too tired and fell asleep on the bus .. [ thanks nadiah i think your prayer worked i DID wake up at the right time cause my bro called and woke me up :p ] [ you asked me to give you all the time you needed and i did but right from the start you already knew what the ending was and yet you still made me wait .. if i hadn't asked would you have kept me waiting ? or till i got the hint from your blog ? you told me to not have high hopes and i promised myself not to but it still hurts alot .. you aked me what you were to me in my heart i didn't answer and i never will ] [ i really meant that sentence ]

    3:05 AM

    DEPRESSED

    Wednesday, February 01, 2006
    11:51 PM

    today didn't have alot of people so me and grace GOSSIPED like i don't know what .. off tomorrow so me nadiah and zhenshun are going to ngee ann poly open house haha .. nadiah is like SO excited haha !! oh yeah called laoda at 11.45 just 15 mins before her SPECIAL day ended .. say she didn't want to sleep because wanted to stay awake till her day ends so gay .. some more force me to sing her two birthday songs and a *three-sentenced lullaby* -_-" .. [ a BIG thanks to weiyue and chiuyee for coming all the way to visit me .. oh and another thanks to chiuyee for the keychain :) ] [ HAPPY BIRTHDAY LAODA MAY ALL YOUR WISHES COME TRUE YOU OLD HAG :p ] [ owe laoda a BIG meal and a birthday card :s ]

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