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Monday, June 30, 2008
11:28 PM dang i got tagged by sharon -_- : #1. If your lover betrayed you, what will your reaction be? HAH !! you don't wanna know :p but God will take vengence on my behalf #2. If you can have a dream come true, what would it be? my dreams are so weird i don't think i want ANY of them to come true #3. If you could be at one place right now, where would it be? on my bed wahaha #4. Are you confused as to what lies ahead of you? very ~ no idea what to do with my miserable life :p #5. What's your ideal lover like? hmm i'll tell you when i find the person #6. Which is more blessed, loving someone or being loved by someone? being loved :D it's hard loving someone who doesn't feel the same way as you do #7. How long do you intend to wait for someone you really love? depends if the person is really worth waiting for :) #8. If the person you secretly like is already attached, what would you do? piece my heart back together and move on .. as the song goes : "我爱的人不是我的爱人, 他心里每一纯都属于另一个人" #9. Is there anything that has made you unhappy these days? many ~ #10. What do you want most in life? i'm not too sure myself XD #11. Is being tagged fun? not really -_- #12. How do you see yourself in ten years time? i'm the kind of person who lives day by day .. i can't really see into the future #13. What is the one thing that you cannot tolerate of a person? if i can't tolerate anything of a person most of the time it's the same thing that others can't tolerate of me #14. What kind of person do you think the person who tagged you is? irritating #15. Would you rather be single & rich or married but poor? i don't like being alone #16. If you could have any animal for a pet, what would it be? i have my two maomaos as pets why would i need more :p #17. What are one of those things which you would prefer not to do? study HAHA #18. What kind of person do you think you are? hmm i'll leave this question to those reading this :) #19. What do you define as a bad day? not being able to talk, hear, smell or feel #20. If you have to choose between love and friendship, what would it be? love is not forever and neither is friendship but i'll take friendship anytime :) Saturday, June 28, 2008
1:41 AM WAHAHA END OF MST !! i've been waiting for this day to come since the holidays started !! so here's how we celebrated today XD : we were rushing to finish yuting's card just before the test and somehow we managed to finish in time HAHA !! angyi came up with the BRILLIANT plan to use our names as base plates to write our messages [ sorry ah yuting my message short short :p ] .. so yea me and ger left the room early HOPING that the others will follow but in the end come out only when time's up -_-" .. we were STILL debating on where to go up to the last minute HAHA !! managed to make a decision on the train and we went cineleisure to try and catch a movie but alas there are higher powers at work HAHAHA XD !! [ too bad janice ~ ] so went heeren [ hee hee heeren HAHAHA !! ] to see whether the sakae sushi had dinner buffet but turns out the whole upper level closed for renovations and we forgot -_-" .. off to parkmall we go but we made a pitstop at centrepoint to see whether have sakae but noooooooooooooooo .. we wanted to try ichiban boshi so we went HUNTING for that one miserable restaurant .. turns out it was in a totally new wing when we were wondering around lost in the main building -_-" .. by the time we reached the restaurant we found out it was too expensive so still back to square one = sakae sushi RAGH .. parkmall looked and felt so far to us then [ well the hungry ones at least XD ] but still managed to reach there but buffet started at 6.30pm soooooooooo limin and i kinda snuck out to BUY cake [ please not MAKE cake ] lucky found one nearby whee ~ so limin and i were looking dumb singing the birthday song ourselves cause the others didn't realise we were gonna start XD but i think yuting was PLEASANTLY surprised :D .. i realised parkmall's sakae is very horrigible compared to funan's one .. not only did our salmon have scales and skin but the daikon chips were soggy !! our chawanmushi had some transparent squishy thing in it too [ YUCKS !! ] .. so yea i think i know why i keep forgetting parkmall have dinner buffet cause got bad experience :p .. after dinner we were just wondering around lost and apparently having nothing to do so took a few photos here and there and sat down to talk outside ps [ ooooooh i had sprite ice cream float ~ ] oh and i realised one thing : it seems that we can't decide what to talk about when we're standing but it's a different story when we're sitting HAHA !! XD we actually had a conference to wish some lucky 20-year-old happy birthday at 12am and apparently redhill has HORRIBLE reception -_-" [ hamster in chinese = fan shu XD ] .. so here i am at 2am in the morning blogging about the excitement we had just a few hours ago [ because i'm still EXCITED yes janice i AM ] .. oh yea photos photos :p :
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[ FINALLY one with ALL of us happy ~ ] HAPPY 20 BIRTHDAY YUTING !! love from all of us :) Thursday, June 26, 2008
4:52 PM 4 down and 1 to go !! WOOTS !! our long awaited friday guys !! i can't wait !! XD
4:44 PM Jay Sean - Maybe Beep, beep on Wednesday, June 25, 2008
12:23 PM 3 down 2 to go !! i went running today again and i seriously think my park is small ~ turns out i must run 7 rounds before counted as 2.4km -_-" .. cuz i ran 6 today and i got 14 mins plus which is equivalent to sharons timing and no way in a million, trillion years can i be the same timing as her !! HAHA !! XD so i figured must be my dad bluff me or he anyhow say WAHAHA !! shall continue training next week and geraldine will be joining me !! hmm maybe i get stressed when others run with me that's why i never do well :p .. Tuesday, June 24, 2008
12:23 PM 2 down 3 to go !! Monday, June 23, 2008
6:32 PM 1 down 4 papers to go !! and i ran 2.4km today !! i'm so proud of myself !! like very short like that though :s although i told sharon i running 1 round only today, in the end i run finish WOOTS !! tried doing inclined pull-ups and omg i died -_-" my arms no strength my legs have wth .. now i have to train my arms not legs HAHA !! ok i blog tmr what i accomplished :p Tuesday, June 17, 2008
9:37 AM noob family's eyes: yifang - oO christine - ^^ sharon - ** me - $$ laoda - XX [ AH HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA !! ] Monday, June 16, 2008
12:09 PM If that's okay with you - Shayne Ward If that's okay with you I love the way you look without your makeup I had a girl before we met but we broke up There's something 'bout you that makes me want to step up Step up and be with you If that's okay with you We'll keep the neighbours awake too late too late Coz imma make you feel so good That's how I see it happening Yeah we'll keep the neighbours awake too late too late Coz baby I wanna step up and be with you If that's okay with you I'm gonna make you feel like you're heaven on earth I'm gonna thank your mother just for giving you birth I'm gonna wanna hold you in my arms when you cry If that's okay with you If that's okay with you I wanna keep your toothbrush at my appartment Make a second set of keys and ask you to move in I'm not crazy i know what Im getting myself in I wanna live with you If that's okay with you I'm gonna make you feel like you're heaven on earth I'm gonna thank your mother just for giving you birth I'm gonna wanna hold you in my arms when you cry If that's okay with you If that's okay with you I'm gonna make you feel like you're heaven on earth I'm gonna thank your mother just for giving you birth I'm gonna wanna hold you in my arms when you cry If that's okay with you If that's okay with you If that's okay with you If that's okay with you yeah yeah We'll keep the neighbours awake too late too late I wanna love you this way that way this way We'll keep the neighbours awake too late too late I wanna love you this way that way this way I'm gonna make you feel like you're heaven on earth I'm gonna thank your mother just for giving you birth I'm gonna wanna hold you in my arms when you cry If that's okay with you If that's okay with you I'm gonna make you feel like you're heaven on earth I'm gonna thank your mother just for giving you birth I'm gonna wanna hold you in my arms when you cry If that's okay with you If that's okay with you If that's okay with you If that's okay with you If that's okay with you If that's okay with you If that's okay with you
9:15 AM  [ DCP 3B / 24 !! ]  [ DCP 3B / 24 girls minus four ]  [ DCP 3B / 24 guys ] Sunday, June 15, 2008
2:18 AM Please Hear What I'm Not Saying Don't be fooled by me. Don't be fooled by the face I wear for I wear a mask, a thousand masks, masks that I'm afraid to take off, and none of them is me. Pretending is an art that's second nature with me, but don't be fooled, for God's sake don't be fooled. I give you the impression that I'm secure, that all is sunny and unruffled with me, within as well as without, that confidence is my name and coolness my game, that the water's calm and I'm in command and that I need no one, but don't believe me. My surface may seem smooth but my surface is my mask, ever-varying and ever-concealing. Beneath lies no complacence. Beneath lies confusion, and fear, and aloneness. But I hide this. I don't want anybody to know it. I panic at the thought of my weakness exposed. That's why I frantically create a mask to hide behind, a nonchalant sophisticated facade, to help me pretend, to shield me from the glance that knows. But such a glance is precisely my salvation, my only hope, and I know it. That is, if it's followed by acceptance, if it's followed by love. It's the only thing that can liberate me from myself, from my own self-built prison walls, from the barriers I so painstakingly erect. It's the only thing that will assure me of what I can't assure myself, that I'm really worth something. But I don't tell you this. I don't dare to, I'm afraid to. I'm afraid your glance will not be followed by acceptance, will not be followed by love. I'm afraid you'll think less of me, that you'll laugh, and your laugh would kill me. I'm afraid that deep-down I'm nothing and that you will see this and reject me. So I play my game, my desperate pretending game, with a facade of assurance without and a trembling child within. So begins the glittering but empty parade of masks, and my life becomes a front. I tell you everything that's really nothing, and nothing of what's everything, of what's crying within me. So when I'm going through my routine do not be fooled by what I'm saying. Please listen carefully and try to hear what I'm not saying, what I'd like to be able to say, what for survival I need to say, but what I can't say. I don't like hiding. I don't like playing superficial phony games. I want to stop playing them. I want to be genuine and spontaneous and me but you've got to help me. You've got to hold out your hand even when that's the last thing I seem to want. Only you can wipe away from my eyes the blank stare of the breathing dead. Only you can call me into aliveness. Each time you're kind, and gentle, and encouraging, each time you try to understand because you really care, my heart begins to grow wings -- very small wings, very feeble wings, but wings! With your power to touch me into feeling you can breathe life into me. I want you to know that. I want you to know how important you are to me, how you can be a creator -- an honest-to-God creator -- of the person that is me if you choose to. You alone can break down the wall behind which I tremble, you alone can remove my mask, you alone can release me from my shadow -- world of panic, from my lonely prison, if you choose to. Please choose to. Do not pass me by. It will not be easy for you. A long conviction of worthlessness builds strong walls. The nearer you approach to me the blinder I may strike back. It's irrational, but despite what the books say about man often I am irrational. I fight against the very thing I cry out for. But I am told that love is stronger than strong walls and in this lies my hope. Please try to beat down those walls with firm hands but with gentle hands for a child is very sensitive. Who am I, you may wonder? I am someone you know very well. For I am every man you meet and I am every woman you meet. ~ Charles C. Finn, September 1966 [ The greatest pain that comes from love is loving someone you can never have - Anonymous ] Friday, June 13, 2008
11:45 PM 12 June 2008 sakae sushi buffet !! gosh next time go again PLEASE CONFISCATE MY WATER thanks haha !! we had " one of everything from this page except the cold noodles and beans " according to laoda and CH-iramisu omg -_- .. it's embarrassing enough you remembered wrongly, yet you still went to ASK the waitress for it !! ARGH MAH-LU !! XD not bad enough ? the waitress came back and ask you and AGAIN you say CH-iramisu .. OMG OMG OMG !! i sit next to you no more face -_- hmm seems like i didn't manage to eat my fill due to the WATER !! ROAR !! nvm next time !! next time we go again gays !! :p 13 June 2008 hotpot culture porridge buffet !! hmm ok bah to me but i won't go back there again because they don't give free icewater -_- must pay 50 cents !! wth !! so cheapo !! oh well this time take class photo missing two people [ thanks to janice -_- ] then walked around aimlessly before watching KUNG FU PANDA !! WHEE !! kawaii neh !! omg a must watch !! left me, limin, geraldine and angyi so we went shopping KEKE !! walked to far east some more lol .. oh and i brought my guitar around the whole day for nothing HAHA in the end never use :S .. ah well !! watching wishing stairs now which is a completely LAME show -_- can't believe i went to watch last time HAHA !! 欧得洋 - 我是你的天空 用一颗心来 感觉你的爱 只希望你能明白 我的心中也只有你 我也只想要保护你 从第一天起 我就爱上你 因为你真的很贴心 你的笑容在我心里 我现在唱这一首歌给你 我要和你手牵手 永远不回头 一起勇敢向前走 如果有什么波折 有我的胸口 紧紧贴在你左右 一直握着你的手 永远不回头 因为你是我的梦 永不放弃因为爱你 若你是星星 我是你的天空 Tuesday, June 10, 2008
10:37 PM  well this was what's left of A6 after the campfire XD [ missing two darn ] haiz no group photo :(Monday, June 09, 2008
12:38 PM OR LAY OR LAY OR LAY OR LAY ATHENS ATHENS OR LAY OR LAY OR LAY OR LAY ATHENS ATHENS WOOOO !! ITS A V ITS A V ITS A V-I-C ITS A C ITS A C ITS A C-T-O ITS A O ITS A O ITS A O-R-Y V-I-C-T-O-R-Y VICTORY VICTORY OHHH ATHENS !! WA NANG SI KI AH WA NANG BUAY LOW AH WA NANG SI ATHENS PA BUAY DOU AH NA SI LUR BUAY SONG KA KIN KA WA GONG ATHENS ATHENS SA SA HOU HOU HOU HOOOUUU HOU !! ATHENS ARE YOU READY ?! EVER READY !! ATHENS ARE YOU READY ?! EVER READY !! GIVE ME AN A [ clap 4 times ] GIVE ME AN T [ clap 4 times ] GIVE ME AN H [ clap 4 times ] GIVE ME AN E [ clap 4 times ] GIVE ME AN N [ clap 4 times ] GIVE ME AN S [ clap 4 times ] AND WHAT DO YOU GET ?! ATHENS !! I CAN'T HEAR YOU !! ATHENS !! I STILL CAN'T HEAR YOU !! ATHENS !! THEY CAN'T HEAR YOU !! ATHENS !! yup that's my clan name for my church NEOS camp :) .. there's lemnos [ blue ] delphi [ red ] and corinths [ orange ] and athens [ green ] .. we were divided into six other teams within this clan and i was in A6 !! [ screams in joy ] turns out my team leader was cheryl's brother and i didn't notice it till the second day -_- dumbness .. we actually had 18 members in this one team so can you imagine playing games with so many people haha !! but its more fun :) .. here's my camp itenary from 7 - 9 June 2008 should you feel that you're interested in what i did but i must warn you, it's INCREDIBLY long : 7 June was lunging TWO bags to church that day like some crazy woman .. and i didn't see anybody else with big bags !! made me wonder whether peien got the correct date or not XD ate dinner after service [ chicken burger + fries + nuggets whee !! last proper meal must eat nicer :p ] then took bus to Jurong Junior College which is in some ulu ulu place .. and they say the residents there LOVE to use video camera and take the students see whether they making noise or not .. OMG BIAN TAI !! SICKOS !! I HATE THESE KIND OF PEOPLE !! ah had to wait till 10pm for those from expo haiz [ wait till hair drop ] so in the end we started our night games late and had to end early :( .. running around JJC in the pitch black is not my idea of fun HAHA can't even see anything cause no lights AT ALL ..
gathered back in the hall and we prayed for 45 minutes using this VERY VERY long prayer list [ sorry michelle i fell asleep around the end -_- ] then went to bathe at 2am in the morning WOOTS !! cold and freezing water here we go !! some more long queue so by the time i settled down for bed [ aka sleeping bag and hard wooden floor ] it was already 3 something 4am whee ~ oh yea thanks peien for helping us take the shirts if not we really won't have any HAHA !! i got L by the way and it's TOO big like dress liddat keke .. SLEEP !! 8 June woke up at 6.15am and gosh it was FREEZING !! jjc hall air-con is FREE !! and some more i lie wrong side so the air-con was blowing half my face only [ one hot one cold XD ] had to assemble at 7am for morning exercise GOSH .. we did crunches, push ups, jumping jacks and burpies [ HAHA stupid name for an exercise ] and had a very VERY cold breakfast of bee hoon and grape syrup .. morning devotion and we were supposed to find a verse from the bible which JUMPS out at you so here's the one i found :) : Behave like a Christian [ Romans 12:9 - 21 ]
next came the games !! woots !! at every station we had to compete with another team to see who was faster and better haha .. we were always against lemnos and guess what ? we won almost every game !! A6 ROCKS !!
we didn't manage to get to the other games because we're given only 1.5 hours to complete 12 stations so its impossible plus you have to wait for the other team to reach anyway .. lunch was next and i can't remember what we had but it was disgusting i know XD .. went up to sleep awhile cause got long long break but got woken up by peien who was so kind to dabao KFC for us !! WHEE !! REAL FOOD !! THANKS PEIEN FOR SAVING US XD !! minglee, tabitha and wanxiu came to join us for the concert [ ooo i'm jealous tab got to sleep from 12 - 12 ROAR !! ] and YES THE CONCERT WAS GREAT !! WHEE !! everyone was really really talented [ jealous jealous :p ] and i can tell everyone enjoyed it :) .. they showed us which clan had the highest amount of medals [ me michelle grace and peien weren't hoping much because grace said it would not be us haha ] and yea ATHENS HAD THE MOST !! YAY !! but they say campfire will still have games and it MIGHT affect the results [ ATHENS praying hard it won't change XD ] we managed to take a group photo [ YES ALL THE FOUR CLANS -_- ] and i highly doubt i'll be able to identify which one is me XD .. dinner dinner !! some inedible thing again i think if not i'll remember XD .. and then yes its CAMPFIRE TIME !! we all kept cheering and cheering for ATHENS my voice nearly died XD .. we had the dress-up-our-mascots game and our mascots darn cute XD one small guy and one small girl too bad never take photo ragh .. we did the thousand legged caterpillar walk and the friendship dance [ yes yifang NOW i know what you've been singing all these while RAGH !! it's highly addictive i must admit XD ] and you can imagine hundred over people doing the walk is scary haha !! prize presentation of the best team in the different clans and A6 didn't win !! SAD !! never mind we know who's the best in our hearts :p .. prize presentation for the best clan and i think you guys can guess who won by now if not i won't blog for so long XD ATHENS ATHENS ATHENS !! yup we won BEST CLAN OF NEOS CAMP 2008 !! all of us were screaming our voices out in the victory cheer !! SO HAPPY !! WE WON !! we were most un-united team in all the four clans when it came to cheering but in the end, our gladiator spirits came out and we managed to squash all our competitions !! ATHENS !! we won this really HUGE hamper worth over $200 filled with goodies, champagne and bird nest HAHA !! but by the time we got to devotion time again, 1/2 of athens had gone home le haiz .. think most of them working on monday so no choice bah .. A6 had only yes you guessed it NINE people left haiz [ never even got to take a group photo together ] oh well as long as we remember it in our hearts :) .. went to bathe after sending michelle off and finally can sleep early but i couldn't sleep !! WTH !! i lie there don't know lie how long before i managed to sleep :S .. too excited bah XD ATHENS ROCKS !! 9 June woke up at 7am to have morning exercise again and more intense today cause got jogging, push-ups, star jumps and flood-legs [ i think i heard this but i'm not sure XD ] whole body aching after doing all but at least breakfast was passable [ finally ] fried rice and baked beans !! sharing of testimonies and there some really touching ones like friends getting saved and prayer life getting stronger .. i left after that cause i never join any games so i had no intention to sit there for 1.5 hours looking at others play .. end of camp !! [ for me lah ] i abit regret never stay cause i want some goodies from the hamper XD i didn't enjoy this camp much at first because of the food and i didn't manage to make many friends .. but after a day of fun and games with my team and clan, i realised how united we were [ just that we weren't showing it properly XD ] like how we always cheered on each other in the games and how we cheered like there was no tomorrow during the campfire .. WE WON THE BATTLE !! ATHENS ATHENS ALL THE WAY !! i didn't get to ask for each of their names but A6 WE'RE BEST TEAM EVER !! A6 A6 HOU HOU HOU !! oh yea billy jiayou !! there's always a first time for everything .. continue doing your best and we'll support you all the way :) ATHENS ROCKS !! Thursday, June 05, 2008
4:56 PM YEA NEBO QUEST DAY !!  QUICK SPOT US !! [ hint we're near the front :p ]  this one must find laoda first XD she's the one doing PEACE sign XD
[ that day's memories will never be forgotten ESPECIALLY the happiness XD ] Wednesday, June 04, 2008
4:48 PM At a fundraising dinner for a school that serves learning-disabled children, the father of one of the students delivered a speech that would never be forgotten by all who attended. After extolling the school and its dedicated staff, he offered a question: "When not interfered with by outside influences, everything nature does is done with perfection. Yet my son, Shay, cannot learn things as other children do. He cannot understand things as other children do; where is the natural order of things in my son?" The audience was stilled by the query. The father continued. "I believe that when a child like Shay, physically and mentally handicapped comes into the world, an opportunity to realize true human nature presents itself, and it comes in the way other people treat that child." Then he told the following story: Shay and his father had walked past a park where some boys Shay knew were playing baseball. Shay asked, "Do you think they'll let me play?" Shay's father knew that most of the boys would not want someone like Shay on their team, but the father also understood that if his son were allowed to play, it would give him a much-needed sense of belonging and some confidence to be accepted by others in spite of his handicaps. Shay's father approached one of the boys on the field and asked (not expecting much) if Shay could play. The boy looked around for guidance and said, "We're losing by six runs and the game is in the eighth inning. I guess he can be on our team and we'll try to put him in to bat in the ninth inning." Shay struggled over to the team's bench and, with a broad smile, put on a team shirt. His father watched with a small tear in his eye and warmth in his heart. The boys saw the father's joy at his son being accepted. In the bottom of the eighth inning, Shay's team scored a few runs but was still behind by three. In the top of the ninth inning, Shay put on a glove and played in the right field. Even though no hits came his way, he was obviously ecstatic just to be in the game and on the field, grinning from ear to ear as his father waved to him from the stands. In the bottom of the ninth inning, Shay's team scored again. Now, with two outs and the bases loaded, the potential winning run was on base and Shay was scheduled to be next at bat. At this juncture, do they let Shay bat and give away their chance to win the game? Surprisingly, Shay was given the bat. Everyone knew that a hit was all but impossible because Shay didn't even know how to hold the bat properly, much less connect with the ball. However, as Shay stepped up to the plate, the pitcher, recognizing that the other team was putting winning aside for this moment in Shay's life, moved in a few steps to lob the ball in softly so Shay could at least make contact. The first pitch came and Shay swung clumsily and missed. The pitcher again took a few steps forward to toss the ball softly towards Shay. As the pitch came in, Shay swung at the ball and hit a slow ground ball right back to the pitcher. The game would now be over. The pitcher picked up the soft grounder and could have easily thrown the ball to the first baseman. Shay would have been out and that would have been the end of the game. Instead, the pitcher threw the ball right over the first base man's head, out of reach of all team mates. Everyone from the stands and both teams started yelling, "Shay, run to first! Run to first!" Never in his life had Shay ever run that far, but he made it to first base. He scampered down the baseline, wide-eyed and startled. Everyone yelled, "Run to second, run to second!" Catching his breath, Shay awkwardly ran towards second, gleaming and struggling to make it to the base. By the time Shay rounded towards second base, the right fielder had the ball. The smallest guy on their team who now had his first chance to be the hero for his team. He could have thrown the ball to the second-baseman for the tag, but he understood the pitchers intentions so he too intentionally threw the ball high and far over the third-base man's head. Shay ran toward third base deliriously as the runners ahead of him circled the bases toward home. All were screaming, "Shay, Shay, Shay, all the way Shay!" Shay reached third base because the opposing shortstop ran to help him by turning him in the direction of third base, and shouted, "Run to third! Shay; run to third!" As Shay rounded third, the boys from both teams, and the spectators, were on their feet screaming, "Shay, run home! Run home!" Shay ran to home, stepped on the plate, and was cheered as the hero who hit the grand slam and won the game for his team. "That day", said the father softly with tears now rolling down his face, "the boys from both teams helped bring a piece of true love and humanity into this world." Shay didn't make it to another summer. He died that winter, having never forgotten being the hero and making his father so happy, and coming home and seeing his Mother tearfully embrace her little hero of the day. [ there's a moral to this story and i guess i'll leave it to you to find out :p ] |
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