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Saturday, June 27, 2009
1:40 AM samantha doesn't feel sad .. even though she still has to go wheelock at night to help out , at least she still gets to see her "family" :) .. though in the afternoon she's at cs , riyan and cindy will be there with her !! samantha can't think of another better way to be at two places at one time .. God indeed has great plans for her .. [ samantha got into her baking class !! =D ] [ maybe tomorrow .. ] Sunday, June 21, 2009
6:06 PM BAI DE : i know i'm always saying i hate you , i hate you .. but just to let you know .. deep DEEP down , i know you care for me :) that's why you do things that make me angry .. cause you do things that i don't dare to do or don't want to do XD .. it's already confirmed that i'm going chinasquare and you to wheelock .. did you notice that wednesday is our last day working together in tbp ? i don't know if there's gonna be another chance for us to work together again but i'm really gonna miss working with you :( .. you understand me more than anyone else in the world and i feel so EXPOSED to you -_- .. but i appreciate your care , concern and understanding over these few months :) .. please try to eat more meals from now on !! doesn't mean i not at wheelock to watch you , you don't eat ah !! i'll miss you bai de !! *hug* [ where will you go ? ] Saturday, June 20, 2009
4:05 PM AAAARRRRGGGGHHHH !!!! work work AND work !! samantha officially has NO life :( she's got NOTHING to look forward to everyday except WORK -_- .. at least when riyan was still working at tbp , samantha had someone fun and exciting to work with !! not that she's saying here nobody fun and exciting lah but ..SAMANTHA MISSES RIYAN :( .. 90% of her time is spent at either tbp , wheelock or cs .. the only one to run everywhere nowadays .. who's gonna pay for her train fare :( .. next week no off day for samantha cause wheelock not enough people .. being the overly helpful person she is , of course she says yes .. thereby giving up her only off day XD .. don't think she'll ever be able to say no .. everyone keeps asking her .. where are you going after tbp closes ? if she has said it once , she's said it many times .. wheelock is not the place for her .. she doesn't have a sense of belonging there .. she feels weird there .. she doesn't want to be tranferred there !! but .. riyan and peiqi are there :( she doesn't want to leave them alone there .. cs on the other hand .. fie's suffering alone there .. samantha can't leave him alone there too !! though cs is still a new environment to her , samantha feels something similar to tbp there .. samantha will just have to wait and see what God has in store for her .. she's sure He will know what to do .. [ 不管我们被派到 wheelock 或 chinasquare 或者辞职,只要我们有 TPS 在我门心中,我们还是一样,会是一家人 =D ] [ not the time , not the place ] Thursday, June 18, 2009
2:08 AM 光良 - 童话 忘了有多久 再没听到你 对我说你最爱的故事 我想了很久 我开始慌了 是不是我又做错什么 你哭着对我说 童话里都是骗人的 我不可能是你的王子 也许你不会懂 从你说爱我以后 我的天空星星都亮了 我愿变成童话里 你爱的那个天使 张开双手 变成翅膀守护你 你要相信相信我们会像童话故事里 幸福和快乐是结局 你哭着对我说 童话里都是骗人的 我不可能是你的王子 也许你不会懂 从你说爱我以后 我的天空星星都亮了 我愿变成童话里 你爱的那个天使 张开双手 变成翅膀守护你 你要相信相信我们会像童话故事里 幸福和快乐是结局 我要变成童话里 你爱的那个天使 张开双手 变成翅膀守护你 你要相信相信我们会像童话故事里 幸福和快乐是结局 我会变成童话里 你爱的那个天使 张开双手 变成翅膀守护你 你要相信相信我们会像童话故事里 幸福和快乐是结局 喔……喔……喔…… 一起写我们的结局 [ for riyan : i won't forget you and neither should you !! it was a great one month working with you and we learnt so much from each other :) .. i taught you the ropes in TPS and you taught me to have a positive outlook on everything we do , no matter how difficult or depressing it is .. THANK YOU RIYAN for joining TPS and making me laugh at things no matter how ridiculous they are but i enjoyed your company :) .. i hope you'll find your place at wheelock and maybe , maybe we'll have a chance to work together again =D .. lots of love : samantha ] Wednesday, June 17, 2009
2:34 AM i thought we were going to the movies again .. just the two of us .. you don't know how happy i was to hear that we had a "date" .. who knew you'd invite lingling and felicia .. felicia .. i don't know .. maybe i'm jealous of her ? seeing how you and her get along so well together .. but it's stupid for feeling this way and i know it .. peiqi .. she's been your friend for so long .. i know she treats you as her younger sister and no more .. but there are times that really make me turn away in frustration .. the friendship you have with her is something i don't think i will understand .. maybe peiqi's right .. maybe i should tell you how i feel .. maybe i might feel better .. who knows ? but what's the point ? yes the fear of rejection is still very vivid in my mind .. to me .. telling someone you like them .. it's really for acceptance or rejection .. i can't be like peiqi .. if not you would have known long ago .. i'm a coward and i know that .. i'm just happy with where i am now with you .. though i can't truly be myself in front of you .. i would gladly find your happiness for you .. i want to complete you in an unimaginable way .. i want to make you feel special .. i want you to be happy .. BUT I DON'T KNOW HOW TO !! Friday, June 12, 2009
12:22 AM samantha feels really tired : tmr will be the fifth day she's doing split shift in a row .. samantha feels guilty : she didn't attend a single morning prayer meeting this week .. samantha feels useless : she can't do anything right at work .. samantha feels confused : still pondering .. samantha feels exposed : thanks to peiqi .. samantha feels slightly happy : she may have something to look forward to next week .. [ 是我不配和命运作对 ] Sunday, June 07, 2009
12:24 AM quit , don't quit , go , don't go .. suddenly this big decision is right in front of samantha .. she thought she could keep working till august when her class starts but now .. tps at tiong is closing and she's faced with a hard decision .. yes she's been considering quitting for quite some time due to an unforseen circumstance but this job means alot to her .. this is her second home .. this is where she can be who she wants to be .. this is where she met unforgettable friends .. friends who will stand by her no matter what .. friends who never fail to cheer her up no matter what .. friends who she trusts with her life .. friends who will have to be seperated to due the closing .. someone told her that there will be a second interview with wilson to decide who stays and who goes .. but samantha doesn't want that .. she doesn't like big changes .. most of them are still schooling and they don't have the time and energy to look for another job let alone learn new things .. haiz .. [ why can't they reconsider this decision .. ] [ wheelock / china square / quit ] Wednesday, June 03, 2009
12:16 AM samantha feels really tired : non-stop working is really getting to her .. samantha feels irritated : she didn't get the thing she wanted .. samantha feels insignificant : don't ask .. samantha feels like trying something new and dangerous : hmm .. [ need a listening ear ? need a shoulder to cry on ? need to vent your anger ? or just someone to sit and be silent with you ? well you've come to the right person :) .. samantha guarantees a listening ear , shoulder , punching bag and silence as and when you need .. 24 hours a day , 7 days a week , 365 days a year , anytime , anywhere .. advice given only when requested .. dial 9******3 now to try out this new product brought to you by wong incorporated ] Monday, June 01, 2009
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