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Thursday, December 31, 2009
12:46 AM somebody reminded me. new year's coming. what's my new year resolution ? haha. i normally don't make any. because by the 2nd week of january. i would have forgotten about it totally. let alone follow through with it the whole year. but this year will be different. there's something that i want. i hope i can succeed. but if i can't. at least i tried. my very very best. sam's new year resolution : in sickness and in health, in good times and in bad, in joy as well as in sorrow, i promise to love you unconditionally. to support you in your goals, to honor you, to respect you, to laugh with you, to cry with you, to cherish you. i give you my hand, my heart, my love. if you give me a chance to. [ how i wish you could see this ] Tuesday, December 29, 2009
11:08 AM funeral held downstairs my house. now they having karaoke session :O. so many people were gathered. it got me wondering. will there be as many people gathered at mine ? haha. dreary topic to discus early in the morning. i want a party !! i want loud music !! i want the world to know !! i want the people who come to dress up !! i don't want a funeral. i don't want the people who come to cry. i don't want a single boring moment at my "party". haha. ridiculous thinking i have. go work le. bye. Friday, December 25, 2009
11:48 AM MERRY CHRISTMAS !! :D Thursday, December 24, 2009
1:08 AM i'm tired. of blogging what i do everyday. but if i don't. i'll forget. and i've already forgotten many events. oh well. i still have photos on facebook to remind me. clicked on a blog. that i've told myself a million times not to. i think i'm much happier. not knowing what's going on. ignorance is bliss. for me. they're going away. slowly. but surely. i'm certain that they will. one day. one day. i'll be able to look into your eyes. and tell you. there's no more. :) Thursday, December 17, 2009
11:37 PM i finally know. what's it like. to feel. as if my whole world has collapsed. as if i have nothing else to live for. as if i can never love again. as if my heart has stopped. as if i died. it hurts. so much. it's that horrible cycle all over again. Tuesday, December 08, 2009
11:27 PM it's december !! what happened to 2009 ?! christmas is coming. new year is coming. and my birthday is coming. i need money. i need rest. i need. [ is it okay like this ? ] |
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