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  • Saturday, December 31, 2005
    10:29 AM

    GRADUATION ( FRIENDS FOREVER )
    And so we talked all night about the rest of our lives
    Where we're gonna be when we turn 25
    I keep thinking times will never change
    Keep on thinking things will always be the same
    But if we leave this year we won't be coming back
    No more hanging out cause we're on a different track
    And if you got something that you need to say
    You better say it right now cause you don't have another day
    Cause we're moving on and we can't slow down
    These memories are playing like a film without sound
    And I keep thinking of the night in June
    I didn't know much of love but it came too soon
    And there was me and you and then it got real blue
    Stay at home talkin' on the telephone and
    We would get so excited and we'd get so scared
    Laughing at ourselves thinking life's not fair
    And this is how it feels
    As we go on, we remember
    All the times we had together
    And as our lives change, come whatever
    We will still be, friends forever
    So if we get the big jobs and we make the big money
    When we look back now, will our jokes still be funny?
    Will we still remember everything we learned in school?
    Still be trying to break every single rule
    Will little brainy Bobby be the stockbroker man?
    Can Heather find a job that won't interfere with her tan?
    I keep, keep thinking that it's not goodbye
    Keep on thinking it's our time to fly
    And this is how it feels
    As we go on, we remember
    All the times we had together
    And as our lives change, come whatever
    We will still be, friends forever
    Will we think about tomorrow like we think about now?
    Can we survive it out there?
    Can we make it somehow?
    I guess I thought that this would never end
    And suddenly it's like we're women and men
    Will the past be a shadow that will follow us round?
    Will these memories fade when I leave this town?
    I keep, keep thinking that it's not goodbye
    Keep on thinking it's our time to fly
    As we go on, we remember
    All the times we had together
    And as our lives change, come whatever
    We will still be, friends forever
    As we go on, we remember
    All the times we had together
    And as our lives change, come whatever
    We will still be, friends forever
    As we go on, we remember
    All the times we had together
    And as our lives change, come whatever
    We will still be, friends forever
    [ how i wish time would just stop ]

    Friday, December 30, 2005
    3:11 PM

    thursday 29 december : finally got to go out with gerlin [ my primary school friend ] today .. been waiting since the start of the school holidays when she asked but had to go china sheesh .. woman was reading when i met her and the train just left haha .. there were some awkward silences sometimes but we got over it [ phew ] .. went to ps first and walked around [ i found out that i was abit ' dai ' according to her ] .. wanted to show her something but turns out it was long gone [ doraemon !! the iceskating thingy's gone !! ] .. walked to taka next and she was complaining about her hunger the whole way [ oh man ] stopped at heeren halfway and walked around inside for i don't know what .. say hungry walk some more .. met her friend outside but it was raining anyway so had to wait .. couldn't decide on what to eat because everywhere was crowded [ great ] at taka and walked round and round till we finally went to this chinese restaurant [ aiyoh people only brought five bucks out and you go into this kind of place to eat argh ] .. ate this bowl of fishball noodles urgh waste my money .. when we were paying i just gave the woman all my money IN COINS haha .. gerlin was so shocked haha !! woman was counting counting there lalalalala .. quickly ran out when she was done no face ah .. went to the toy shop after that and she was like turning turning all the music boxes [ woman never go there before lah ] .. laoda was going to meet us and just nice gerlin's mom called say meet her now at paragon .. met laoda at the fountain and introduced them [ somebody doesn't like introducing themselves mah and laoda didn't know there was a fountain ] .. accompanied gerlin to paragon to meet her mom at the marketplace [ didn't know it was a supermarket thought it was really a market place haiz hopeless ] .. was intending to identify her mom but just nice she was standing there liao no fun .. laoda and i left to find niuli at orchard towers then .. stopped for a gulp and mash potatoes first and it started raining when we were in lido so went in to sit awhile .. walked so many rounds and still came back to the same seat when we frist came haha .. laoda had her lunch and we were ' indirectly kissing ' according to her [ laoda first time eat so slow leh !! wah stunning !! ] .. was still drizzling when we started walking again .. so far leh niuli's workplace legs breaking .. wah the building very quiet one leh scary lor [ laopo your laogong scared for you ah !! ] don't know how niuli takes it .. laoda was SO lame walked past her shop and just shouted : " so which phone you want ? " aiyoh .. she scared niuli's boss scold her so purposely say loud loud OMG .. was intending to go walk walk in toys ' r ' us but when we crossed the road there was this whole row of pictures .. we started from the first one and went down the line .. at first we would read the information about the picture but it took too long so we soon gave up on that haha .. would only look at captions now but yf they all were done with their movie and we had to hurry so we looked at the pictures only haha .. glanced at them and almost ran to centrepoint after finishing .. was so darn hot when we reached and had to keep walking around just to get some wind .. laoda even resorted to timing them to see how long they took [ gay ] .. finally the boys came down and we went to john little .. turns out they couldn't find what they wanted and we went to taka [ my god if we had known we could have just waited for them there ] .. met jiayu maiosia and kokyong there [ whee !! ] and we sort of got seperated .. me and laoda followed jy ms and ky while yf and mh went to find the guys .. ky left to find his aunt after that didn't want her to see him with so many girls lol .. the four of us walked to far east after that because ms wanted to cut her hair [ woah so far some more laoda say later walk back to take shuttle bus omg omg ] .. ms couldn't find her salon when we got there and kept walking in rounds till she found out that there was another staircase lol .. legs were tired but i think they were getting used to it after spending so many days walking with laoda haha .. ms's hair was so straight after she cut it haha and laoda wanted to take neoprint some more lol [ oh man neoprint again ] .. to tell you the truth the neoprints were really nice haha !! after that we started our marathon towards ps .. man practically ran all the way there because laoda didn't want to miss the last bus [ argh ] .. whenever one of us was behind the others laoda would keep pushing the person till she was infront [ faster faster !! ] .. jy ms and i were like all so out of breath everytime we stopped at a traffic light .. made a detour to see sharon at coffee club but turns out she wasn't there [ laoda de mei nu bu zai ] .. pace was slower after that [ phew !! ] because we kept telling her there was still time .. reached there with 10 mins to spare and we got laoda to treat us to drinks yay .. we were all so pooped on the bus so everyone was quiet quiet one .. laoda taught jy and ms the gay sign and gay song haha .. ms was keen on the song started singing it lol .. stopped at tbp and laoda went home while jy and ms went to see samuel .. went to taxi stand to wait for dad haha .. was going past the bus stop opposite redhill mrt station and saw this orange shirt girl sitting at the bus stop .. VERY familiar shirt but couldn't see the girl's face because she was turning away .. car started and saw that it was CHARLENE haha .. shouted to her and i think she saw me .. turns out she didn't have her house keys [ same lah i yesterday only haha ] and she had stayed at the bus stop from 6.30 [ wow it was around nine by then ] .. called her to ask her to come up but she said her sister was coming home liao so wait a little while more .. in the end she still came up haha !! her sister was late coming back so came my house awhile .. she had this roll of film thingy and she was cutting and pasting photos for it the whole time at the bus stop lol .. put upside down some more .. left after awhile because her sister was back haha .. actually it's good to have someone live in the same block as you example is me and charlene .. she never bring house keys then can come my house haha [ lent her lodgings according to her ] .. [ i had fun today haha though terribly tired but fun =] ] [ monday ]

    Thursday, December 29, 2005
    12:56 AM

    wednesday 28 december : was supposed to be another gay gathering today but alot of us were not free but oh well .. finally got to meet niuli and that completes it haha .. when she went through her bag of stuff she kept asking whether the candle could be eaten because it looked like a sweet to her .. my god we were all like being so sarcastic and she STILL went to try it .. scared the hell out of us that woman .. went to long john silver's to have our lunch while waiting for sharon .. left laoda alone for awhile because she didn't want to go walk walk when sharon came haha .. they ended up at the same shop again [ ah yes yes ] .. walked around so many darn times i can memorise the shop liao .. finally went back to long john and we crapped while waiting for kokyong .. went to sit the FREE bus again and when we reached ps sharon had to go back .. lame just to waste time haha .. walked like we had never walked before because niuli was going to be late for work and that woman's walking speed was like so slow haiz .. met up with one of their friends because it was his birthday tomorrow .. then niuli went off for work [ at her rate i'm not surprised if she was late ] while me and laoda walked slowly back to ps .. took the FREE bus back to tiong so she could get money for her leg and we asked about the keychain too wahahahaha .. waited for her while she was massaging her leg quite fast actually .. then went to redhill mrt and sat around eating and drinking .. crapped like hell while waiting for my father to reach home haha .. lame lah laoda can't stand her [ and don't ask me to sit down ] but it was fun =] .. [ thanks niuli for the keychain highly irritating ] [ thanks laoda for accompanying me the whole afternoon another highly irritating thing haha ] [ sorry ah cy never bring keys today then you can't watch vcds haiz ] [ monday ]

    12:40 AM

    tuesday 27 december : thought charlene was coming to my house today to watch lord of the rings and it turns out she was going to help eldds to do some things oh well .. laoda said last night that she was intending to come to my house too .. was wondering whether she will understand what they were saying haha .. she came late because laoda was writing her diary haha only laoda she can be so old-fashioned =] .. some more want to massage her leg or something then realise she didn't have enough money nice .. didn't manage to watch anything in the end because brother was using the player and my computer was all jerky urgh .. so me and laoda played HOUSE OF THE DEAD 3 haha .. laoda was kind of afraid of it at first but she soon grew to enjoy it wahahahaha good good .. played till so far then ran out of credits and left me only .. died soon after no use lol .. laoda claimed that the game sapped her energy and slept on my bed for awhile haha lazy bum .. she woke up when my mum came home woah just in time .. wanted to watch tv one but i wouldn't let her watch channel u and she fell asleep again haha !! laoda left after watching spongebob for awhile and borrowed five bucks from me because of her massaging .. she disfigured my tin of oreos before she left though argh cry .. turns out her shop DID close haha just as i suspected lalalalala .. and it started raining soon after that aiyoh bad luck ah laoda had to walk in the rain .. [ i know you said some jokes but i really can't remember any so yea =] ]

    Wednesday, December 28, 2005
    11:36 PM

    monday 26 december : considered by laoda a gay gathering today .. was dumped at tbp half an hour early with four BIG bags so had to call laoda to come help though i was meeting sharon earlier too .. turns out leng hadn't bought christmas presents for us and needed help looking for some .. great more shopping .. bought six presents in less than 15 mins THIS you won't believe .. some more ran out of money halfway lucky asked her to check whether got enough before we continued if not i would have left her there to wash dishes or something =] .. met sharon and yifang [ and yes yf that is NOT outside macdonald's ] .. went to the food court and they just started taking out the stuff i gave them haha [ xue PI ] .. yf gave us a pair of chopsticks from japan and they had little snakes on them thanks ah ! watched yf eat her BRUNCH then they went back to the same shop again where laoda SUPPOSEDLY slapped the cashier eight times haha .. went down to burger king to wait for vicky but decided to meet her at ps in the end .. they went to sweet talk first and laoda got this oreo flavoured one yucks :s .. not going to say what happened after that on the shuttle bus because they all seemed to find it funny while i did not hmph .. couldn't find vicky at the bus stop and we lost laoda and yf in ps lol .. turns out vicky was waiting inside [ got aircon mah ] .. couldn't decide where to go next so we just sat down next to the escalator and crapped haha .. they sang A FEW birthday songs for vicky first though .. seems i wasn't on the same wavelength as them ah well .. can't really remember what we talked about but there was this one joke where laoda said : " from china hold your breath till in singapore then when you breathe out can tell people you got air from china " .. something like that lah but sharon couldn't stop laughing at it lame ah that woman .. decided to go take neoprints [ ah yes my ' favourite ' past time ] at ps when finally our butts were on fire according to laoda .. the first time wasn't really nice so they took AGAIN [ aie ] and thankfully it was much nicer .. vicky left after that to look for her friends sob but on the bright side we still got to see her =] .. yf had to go home and laoda just didn't want to let her haha .. accompanied sharon waiting for her FREE bus .. then me and laoda walked all the way to wisma atria just to meet chiuyee .. amazed at how fast we could walk when we didn't talk to each other lol .. reached bread talk around cy's knock-off time so just in time to see her looking SO cute [ to me lah ] .. we were watching her so closely and yet she still didn't see us until her colleague told her hopeless .. laoda kept urging her to take more and more bread because it was FREE .. aiyoh throw face ah cheapskate woman .. went to macdonald's to sit and laoda got her FREE ice cream haha .. some more let others cut her queue when she was lining up to check her card lame ..went in search of vicky's present after that and FINALLY i found yf's christmas present wahahahaha .. went to coffee club to visit sharon while deciding where to go for dinner .. laoda just couldn't stop waving to her aiyoh crazy ah [ careful sharon laoda dui ni you yi shi ah ] .. went to cineleisure for dinner and cy had her banmian and laoda her japanese food .. gossiped the whole way about i don't know what didn't bother to listen .. laoda ran for her bus when we were going back even though her knee was injured dumb there were two more behind while me and cy waited for 111 .. crapped with cy all the way on the bus even followed me down the bus at my bus stop lame lah .. waited with her for her bus and for once it came at the right time .. [ well that's it for today i think =] i had a great time ] [ thanks laoda for her oreos ] [ thanks yf for her chopsticks ] [ thanks cy and yf for the bear i don't know what to do with it haha ] [ gayeygays ] [ happy birthday vicky ]

    Tuesday, December 20, 2005
    ` back and bored ` 6:39 PM

    yes i know it's been 17 days since i last blogged haha .. laoda and les has been chasing me to update it but .. first things first .. thanks so much to the gays who came to send me off that day haha .. a total SHOCK to me .. didn't expect it or even suspect it .. you guys made me so happy !! [ laoda : yea my wish came true after all .. ] they were all wearing their wristbands too !! haha even took photo with my niece's hand lol .. les lent me her necklace knowing how much i liked it and though it belonged to her .. laoda gave me this rubber thingy which i don't know what it is but thanks laoda .. whole family was making fun of me [ woah your FANS ah ?? ] lol .. though we were seperated for awhile i think they ran to this glass thingy where you could see the people departing downstairs haha .. so desperate ah .. cowygay laopo fell in LOVE with my 7-year-old cousin haha .. kept saying that he was so cute .. felt so torn apart when we were finally going to board the plane .. they were like all standing there SO NEAR YET SO FAR .. really didn't want to say goodbye but parents were leaving liao scared i couldn't find them .. turns out it was so near i could run there .. just didn't want to stop waving haha hopeless .. but i did in the end and it broke my heart doing so .. i know some of you reading this might not understand .. might even say it was stupid to feel this way .. two weeks in some place that you don't even like in the first place and you couldn't see , talk , hear your friends and you'll feel like this believe me .. resorted to even calling them again before i went in .. i was THAT desperate haiz .. can't blame me but i was really glad they came and for that i'm thankful [ like what my mum and uncle said : they come send you off must buy souveniers for them ah ] .. haha lame i was intending to in the first place .. well we spent the first two nights in a 4-star hotel not bad lah but the weather outside was TERRIBLE .. had to bundle up in don't know how many clothes then can go out .. didn't expect it to be that cold .. the rest of the nights were spent in my grandfather's house that he built in some godforsaken village and that is propably the main reason why i'm NEVER EVER going back there .. there was no darn heater to warm ourselves up in the house and we felt the same inside or out .. argh nearly froze to death at night when we had to sleep in sleeping bags .. woke up in the morning with a freezing head especially my nose .. only three bathrooms had heaters so the people on the third and first floor shared one toilet .. only a few days did we have sunlight and those few days were HOT .. the village didn't have a lot of things to buy and we ahd to travel to other parts of the country to shop .. we always ate the same food and the only thing that i liked was the wanton noodles there .. wow at S$0.40 what more could i ask for ? was getting really sick of steamboat every few nights eat .. i know it's cold outside but man do you have to keep eating it ? only western thing i had there for two weeks was macdonald's hopeless .. bought two pairs of shoes for myself .. really had a hard time looking for sourveniers because what they had there singapore had too so i didn't see the point .. the whole country didn't even understand abit of english my god .. don't know what's the difference between APPLE and PINEAPPLE .. beared with all the boringness for two weeks and survived .. you don't know how glad i was to be back in singapore .. i didn't even mind the heat !! even if you paid me money to go back there i'm telling you i would rather DIE .. went out yesterday to buy some christmas presents haha so fun !! sorry ah didn't get to meet the two of you for lunch in the end =[ .. oh and les it's so fun keeping you in the dark haha !! can't wait to see all my friends again though .. but it seems they are always busy so kinda sad now .. i know you guys need the money but still haiz .. never mind lah i tolerated three weeks without you guys i think i still can continue .. [ thanks to sunleng niuli sharon yifang and chiuyee who came to send me off won't forget that day ] [ thanks to " doraemon " for accompanying me yesterday haha i had loads of fun !! can't type your name chiuyee would know who you are .. =] ] [ i wore the wristband i wonder if you guys did .. ]

    Saturday, December 03, 2005
    6:07 PM

    well i'm leaving tomorrow .. till december 15 .. haiz .. i know it's supposed to be fun but two weeks !! i won't be able to talk to, hear or see any of my friends !! most of them are going off to jcs from january onwards and that's going to be less time with them !! couldn't they have planned it later or shorter ?! i'm going to rot there .. i have no mood to pack at all .. i just don't want to go .. we already have so little time together and you bring me on a holiday for so bloody long to some freaking boring place too .. great .. i just really wish i can see them all one last time before i go .. who knows what's going to happen .. only saw five of them on friday but it was just for a short while and so few !! i know it's just for awhile but i just feel i'm really really going to miss them .. how pathetic .. but what can i do ? i can't go visiting them suddenly .. i can't ask them to meet me or something .. looks like i really can't see them before i go .. i'm just hoping now that at least some of them will log on to msn tonight .. that way i can still "talk" to them .. oh well .. forget it .. i just got to keep this to myself .. all i can do now is to wear my wrist band everyday in china .. at least i know i'm wearing something that connects me to them =] .. well take care guys !! really going to miss y'all !! [ i'm not asking much gays but do you think you can wear the wrist band everyday too ? i know it's silly but .. =X ] [ sunnygay cowygay snowygay punygay chewygay cubeygay siewygay munnygay ] [ jiayu maiosia cyntalia vivian meriana nadiah xiaoxuan noreen jocelyn charlene vircilia kokyong yuhuang kishan engkien pierre samuel andrew hanrui mervin zhenshun irvis dzaki richie hongheng siva junyang kenneth victor vincent qizhi sufi ] [ 4H ROCKS ]

    Thursday, December 01, 2005
    3:56 PM

    A WHOLE NEW WORLD
    I can show you the world
    Shining, shimmering, splendid
    Tell me, princess, now when did
    You last let your heart decide?
    I can open your eyes
    Take you wonder by wonder
    Over, sideways and under
    On a magic carpet ride
    A whole new world
    A new fantastic point of view
    No one to tell us no
    Or where to go
    Or say we're only dreaming
    A whole new world
    A dazzling place I never knew
    But when I'm way up here
    It's crystal clear
    That now I'm in a whole new world with you
    Now I'm in a whole new world with you
    Unbelievable sights
    Indescribable feeling
    Soaring, tumbling, freewheeling
    Through an endless diamond sky
    A whole new world
    (Don't you dare close your eyes)
    A hundred thousand things to see
    (Hold your breath - it gets better)
    I'm like a shooting star
    I've come so far
    I can't go back to where I used to be
    A whole new world
    (Every turn a surprise)
    With new horizons to pursue
    (Every moment gets better)
    I'll chase them anywhere
    There's time to spare
    Let me share this whole new world with you
    A whole new world
    (A whole new world)
    That's where we'll be
    (That's where we'll be)
    A thrilling chase
    (A wondrous place)
    For you and me

    me
    sAmAnthA

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