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Thursday, July 30, 2009
12:56 AM I CAN NEVER DO ANYTHING !! YOU'RE CRYING AND YET I'M NOT THERE FOR YOU !! YOU ASKED ME TO GET YOU OUT OF YOUR HOUSE BUT I CAN'T !! WHAT ELSE CAN I DO BUT SIT HERE AT HOME AND WORRY ?! I CARE SO MUCH ABOUT YOU AND YET I CAN'T DO ANYTHING ?! you don't know how useless i felt when you called and i could hear you crying .. i couldn't think of anything to say and just kept quiet .. you don't know how much i wanted to just appear beside you so that you'd know that you're not alone .. so that you'd know i'm here for you .. you don't know how frustrated i am with myself for not being able to step out of my house after hours and not having transportation .. if i did , i would rescue you from your "prison" everytime you asked me to .. if i had the means i would bring you out of this wretched place and stay in some god forsaken place and never come back .. do you know how i feel everytime tom mentions your name or you mention his ? its as if my heart will explode .. tom does things that you'll notice .. whereas i do subtle little things with the tiniest hope that maybe one day , you'll finally understand why i'm doing it .. everytime i see you with him , it's as if the whole world collapses .. everytime he tells me something about you that i don't know , i can't breathe .. everytime someone mentions the both of you , you don't know , but my face turns dark and i turn away .. you found out accidently about how i really felt about you .. but i lied .. i said no .. i said no way .. while in my heart i was screaming yes .. because the answer you gave me was too hurtful for me to comprehend .. i knew all along .. you would never like a person like me .. and yet .. even after seeing that msg .. i'm doing so much more for you .. i find myself accompanying you more .. i find myself meeting you more .. i find myself thinking about you more .. i know there's no point in doing these things .. i know there's no point at all .. because i already know your answer .. and still .. Wednesday, July 29, 2009
12:55 AM ok blog died -_- .. past few days blogger something wrong not my fault .. i wanna blog but can't .. let's see .. did a few exciting things .. but i can't really remember what .. so i'll just give you a summary bah .. i remember : fish spa-ing , foot massaging , shoulder massaging , buffeting at changi airport , playing charades with CS crew .. and that's basically the exciting things that happened the past TWO weeks -_- .. my life = boring therefore .. there will be less posts up here from now on :p .. i'm only blogging to appease LEE MEIXUAN .. oh yea .. next week onwards .. night time will be stationed at cs le .. sooo .. full shift at cs finally .. weekends then at wheelock .. DON'T MISS ME WOR .. cause i will .. Monday, July 13, 2009
1:36 AM TAKEN FROM TIONG BAHRU PLAZA WEBSITE : " You're done shopping; your stomach's calling; and your cohorts are craving for something a little Italian but you want it with a hint of Japanese sauciness. Head over to The Pasta Shop at #01-48 and be prepared to indulge your palate! Brought to you by the people from Sakae Sushi, you'll be spolit for choice and pampered in the cozy setting that makes The Pasta Shop so unique at Tiong Bahru Plaza. Nestled between the Plaza and the office building, the clash of these two culinary cultures never sounded so delicious. Amongst the many pastas to savour, try their Buta No Kakuni (Okinawan Braised Pork). This little nibble will get your heart pumping as the tomato sauce gives your palate an exciting tingle feel, anymore tingle and you'll be having Japanese fugu. This dish is a labour of love that could come from grandma's own secret recipe book. Okinawans are closely linked to China, so don't be surprised to find bitter gourd infused into this delicious combination. The dish is also fried with eggs to give that creamy flavour so beloved by Singaporeans. So what are you waiting for? Head down to The Pasta Shop now! Dine in from 12pm to 2pm and enjoy a $0.99 cents upgrade to your main course of drinks + soup and ice cream! This offer is exclusively at Tiong Bahru Plaza only! " crazy huh ? this was like LAST year's news and it's still on the website .. and i didn't know buta no kakuni had tomato sauce -_- .. TAKEN FROM APEX-PAL INTERNATIONAL LTD WEBSITE :  Just as its name suggests, The Pasta Shop is where pasta lovers will head for when they crave for freshly cooked, delicious and good quality pasta at affordable prices. Another winning creation by the same Innovative Food People who brought you Sakae Sushi, The Pasta Shop aims to be a fun and trendy place for the young and energetic. Be it professionals, executives, students or families with young children, The Pasta Shop will have something special for everyone. Conceived with the same brand proposition as Sakae Sushi, you can be confident about the food and service quality offered by this new kid on Singapore’s vibrant culinary scene. The menu runs the whole gamut of freshly made Japanese pasta set to tantalise your taste buds. While the uninitiated can go for the usual Bolognese pasta and cream sauce, pasta lovers can check out other more interesting dishes. This includes our distinctive TPS wafu cream sauce, cold pasta with home-made wasabi sauce, not to mention our delicious teppan pasta, unique only to The Pasta Shop. A must-try is our innovative Seafood Teppan Pasta. Watch as our friendly staff carries out your plate of piping hot pasta, accompanied by fresh seafood iron-grilled to perfection and a sauce unique only at The Pasta Shop (TPS). As for meat-lovers, we also serve Toriniku Teppan Pasta (Chicken) and Beef Teppan Pasta. Or if you are looking for something soupy, the TPS style Carbonara (Bacon and egg with wafu cream soup) and Flower Clam in tsuyu clear soup are popular options. The more health conscious diners can also opt for a lighter dish like our Yasai Galore (Assorted vegetables with tomato soup). Every sip that slithers down your throat is a gastronomical adventure. As for those who are not in the mood for pasta, there are many other exciting items on the menu to choose from. Paper-thin crust pizza topped with the freshest ingredients, juicy burgers, spicy Japanese curry rice and tempting desserts are just some examples! Everyone will definitely be spoilt for choice with such a wide selection of delectable dishes to choose from. With the flagship outlet centrally located at Tiong Bahru Plaza, The Pasta Shop is a place where not only every meal delights your palate, but also a wonderful chill-out and get-together location for family and friends! Prices start from $8.90 for pizzas and $10.90 for pastas. Lunch and student specials are also available at affordable prices. The Pasta Shop is located @ Tiong Bahru Plaza, 302 Tiong Bahru Road, #01-48 Singapore 168732. Call tel: 6273 3720 for reservations or special events. Opening hours: 10am – 10pm on Sundays to Thursdays 10am – 10.30pm on Fridays and Saturdays ok -_- carbonara is SUPPOSED to be soupy !! WOW .. and seriously , the prices are not THAT affordable you know -_- TAKEN FROM : http://www.hungrygowhere.com/singapore/the_pasta_shop_tiong_bahru_plaza/ oh yea .. food and service reviews .. and um unless you're prepared to get heart pain please don't read what this website has to say :( .. [ PS : guy service crew cannot be us lor !! idiot keep asking for numbers ROAR -_- ] i didn't purposely go and find all these lame things .. i just wanted to know the exact date TPS opened .. and yea you guessed it .. don't have -_- .. win liao .. but i think TPS din't even last a year ? :( .. 10 july 2009 with every smash , knock , bash , drill , tear .. my heart broke .. i wanted to shout at them to stop .. to wait at least till we're finished packing .. to wait at least we said a proper goodbye .. but before we knew it , TPS was gone .. the booth seats , the bamboo poles , the tables , the chairs , the bar .. gone .. it was havoc everywhere and not even an hour later .. dust was all that was left of TPS .. we all lost our home that day but i hope this family can stay together as long as it can :) Thursday, July 09, 2009
3:22 AM i've been taught to fight for what i believe in .. to stand up for what's right .. to never doubt myself .. but when it comes to you , none of them apply .. i cannot fight for what i believe in because God's ways and mine clashes .. i cannot stand up for what i think it's right because God's ways clashes with mine .. i doubt myself over and over again because God's ways clashes with mine .. do i really like you so much that i'm determined to leave Him ? is it really worth it ? if i get hurt again , will i run back , crying , to Him again ? God is not for me to go and come as i please .. He's there forever , whether i want Him there or not .. He'll love me to the end of time even if i give up on Him halfway .. will you ? .. do you even know i like you ? do you even know i have such strong feelings towards you ? it's so obvious that riyan found out already without me telling her !! maybe you already know , maybe you don't .. either way , our relationship is better off this way .. i don't want to ruin another friendship just because i want the other party to know how i feel .. it's not fair .. to you and to me .. i'm afraid of getting my heart broken a 3rd time even though i know i'm much stronger now .. i know .. in my heart of hearts .. the real reason keeping me from saying anything is myself ..
2:43 AM MY FIRST TIME ON A MOTORBIKE TODAY !! happiness ~ samantha wants more :p very tempted to learn too .. Saturday, July 04, 2009
1:42 AM 8th july .. finally .. the end .. no more section 2 for us to sit , eat , sleep , laugh , talk .. no more running into the bar to prepare drinks or get the bill .. no more standing at the counter and laughing our heads off for no apparent reason .. no more waiting by the waffle machine for the kitchen to throw out dishes .. no more staring at the customers through the bamboo poles .. no more hiding behind the counter drinking water or eating snacks .. no more wanyee .. i never expected to feel this way about work before .. every second i'm not at TPS , to me , is a second wasted .. funny how things turned out .. i didn't know being part of a service crew could add so much joy into my life .. if on that fateful day , i didn't walk past the pasta shop , i would never have gotten to meet all of them .. if firdaus had transferred me to wheelock with him , i would never have known that tiong bahru had such a powerful crew .. never really expected tiong bahru to last only a year but i'm proud to say that i've been with it for more than half its life span .. i remember my first day of work .. none of you were there .. they were wheelock people waiting to be transferred there .. there was jackson , shuling , gary , jason i think .. i was so scared !! i remember what i was thinking the night before , i remember walking through those doors and seeing how things worked for the first time .. most memorable thing that day ? i shouting IRASHIEMAHSEN haha .. down the months , i made loads of mistakes but i learnt from them and i got to where i am today .. and i'm proud of what i've achieved :) .. we laughed , we cried , we ate , we slept , we stoned , we talked , we danced , we sang , we partied , we got drunk , we got angry , we got pissed , we shouted , we screamed , we jumped , we walked , we ran , we played pranks on each other , we harvested each other's farms , we threw each other into dustbins , we laughed at customers behind their backs , we splashed water onto each other , we invented new food and drinks , we celebrated each other's birthdays , we built bonds with each other that no other can break .. most importantly , we met each other :) [ lulu , wendy , firdaus , cindy , wanyee , riyan , stacey , tom , felicia , lingling , joe , sipei , gary , peiqi , carene , meiqi , meixuan , yini , huisian , huizhen , ruijun , guan cheng , jerry , joyce , ah lun brice , evelyn , william , ah cai , hazel , rose , me ] Wednesday, July 01, 2009
2:10 AM management playing with us .. pushing back the closing date .. even later then before .. some more need one week notice which they haven't given us -_- .. darn you people who think you're so great that you own all of us .. this whole week going cs in the morning .. i hope fie doesn't get irritated with seeing me everyday and making mistakes everyday .. samantha must jiayou !! help fie , not bring him down !! go go !! [ how can i help when i don't know what's going on :( ] |
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