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  • Tuesday, October 30, 2007
    5:08 PM

    The oldest, smallest house you can imagine was about to be knocked down .. all the things that once made the house nice and cosy had been thrown outside and piled up in the front garden, from the soft springy bed the owners slept in, to the old wooden floorboards they used to walk on .. and even .. surely by some mistake .. a little brown teddy bear .. he was trapped amongst all the other unwanted things, and couldn't move .. then, one day .. a very, very cold day, something fell from the sky .. a little snowflake .. it landed on the teddy bear's little nose and was then followed by many more .. he began to get cold, very cold indeed .. more and more snow fell, heavier and heavier .. the little bear was now so cold that his nose started turning blue .. so cold that his brown fur started turning grey .. he was cold, unloved and all alone in the world, and felt very, very sad .. winter finally passed and the weather got warmer, and, one beautiful spring day, a little girl was playing near the old house, when she spotted the grey bear in the pile of unwanted things .. he was like no other bear she had ever seen, and she pulled him out from where he was trapped .. she dusted him down and lifted him high in the sky to look at him .. "A grey bear .. with a blue nose?" She thought .. "How strange!" The teddy bear wanted to cry .. he thought she didn't like him and would throw him back with the other unwanted things .. "But he's lovely!" she continued and she fell completely in love with him .. she ran home as fast as her little legs would carry her to see if her Grandma could patch him up, as a lot of his stuffing had fallen out, and he was very much in need of repair .. she looked on as her Grandma replaced his stuffing and patched up his holes .. his stitches has started showing where his fur had worn away, but the little girl thought he looked perfect .. it was all cosy and warm in the little girl's house and the bear now felt cosy and warm in his heart .. however, his nose was still blue and his fur was still grey, and they would never return to brown .. he was unique amongst teddy bears .. the little girl gave him a great big hug .. she loved him more than anything else in the world .. her little, grey, blue-nosed .. tatty teddy ..

    [ .. here i am wishing i'm that little teddy again .. i'm stuck outside and it's still snowing heavily .. i know spring is never going to come for me but what choice do i have .. i can't do anything but sit and wait with all the unwanted stuff .. wait till i finally die from the freezing cold .. or till my heart has finally stopped beating .. ]

    Tuesday, October 23, 2007
    9:10 PM

    Should I Stay by Dreamz FM
    Had a drive
    Driven by your love
    But when you messed around
    I lost the drive I found
    Thought you needed
    Needed someone true
    But you changed your mind
    Or had I failed you?
    Wish you’d been
    Careful with my heart
    But you tore it apart
    And broke an angel’s heart
    The kiss was true
    Has to end somehow
    But I am livin’ proof of what love is about
    It’s hard holding you
    Loving you, losing you
    It’s sad to be true
    And be fooled by you
    I don’t know (I don’t know)
    I gotta know
    Should I stay or should I go?
    You played me on
    Played me like a clown
    But I feel for you
    Even though I’m down
    My heart is heavy
    Heavy like a rock
    But I am so amused
    You’re still in my thoughts
    It’s hard holding you
    Loving you, losing you
    It’s sad to be true
    And be fooled by you
    I don’t know (I don’t know)
    I gotta know
    Should I stay or should I go?
    Oooohh…should I stay?
    Should I go?
    It’s hard holding you
    Loving you, losing you
    It’s sad to be true
    And be fooled by you
    I don’t know (I don’t know)
    I wanna know
    Should I stay or should I…?
    This time its done
    It’ll never feel the same
    But we had some good times
    Guess it’s sad just the same
    I guess the truth
    Doesn’t matter somehow
    But you were livin’ proof of what love is about…
    [ siewling thanks :) ]

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