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Wednesday, January 20, 2010
10:19 PM omg. $140 on a shorts, a shirt and a pair of converse shoes. gosh. my hard earned money -_-. Sunday, January 17, 2010
6:19 PM   fat maomao. died today. ah. didn't hit me so early in the morning. i came home just now. expecting to see her sleeping in her cage. wanting to call out to her too. totally forgetting she was gone already. that's when i realised. i lost my only hamster left. my balcony looks so empty now. won't be hearing any running sounds in the middle of the night. nothing to look after no more. i hope maomao found her sister somewhere out there. maybe they're happily running on a wheel and snatching sunflower seeds. haha. i just hope she knew i loved her even though i didn't show it. Friday, January 15, 2010
11:30 PM today. another part of my life. disappeared. though i only spent a short two months there. it took a part of me with it. i remember the first time i went there. felt completely useless. tables all mixed up. customers coming in any old how. customers using the ridiculous computer screen to order and wasting our time when they keyed in the wrong orders. air-con = no air-con. fie fie was handling it all by himself. so impressed by him. finally learned the ropes to service there. things got better. cashiered most of the time. the sweat, tears and anger we had every time the lunch crowd came in. but at the end of the day. when we saw how good the business was. we felt it was worth it. cindy, riyan and i got transferred there after tiong closed down. i worked nights at wheelock. we suffered everyday to bring in the sales. the people i met there. though i'm not particularly close to them. we had fun, laughter, singing sessions, charades. i got to know them more each day. i remember telling fie fie. i'll help him at cs till the very end. and he goes and quit. funny. after he left. they all followed. one by one. kitchen crew all resigned till only thomas remained. cindy and riyan tried their best to turn things around but nothing worked. bill came. i started school and got less time with them. transferred back to wheelock. wanyee got transferred there after awhile and cindy's husband joined the crew. thomas finally quit, leaving only the five of them to handle things everyday. nouvelle took over the management. changed the whole menu. changed the whole outlook. started opening on sundays instead of saturdays. didn't even stick through with this regime for one month. rental was up. monday was the last day i ever stepped into it. though there was a slight difference to things. the atmosphere i felt the first time i was there was still as strong. never did say a proper goodbye. won't get to hear the demolition people tearing it down. maybe it's better that way. wanyee --> kohi ten cindy and steven --> hibiki bill --> sakae sushi outlet in north riyan --> wheelock TPS [ when will we be together again. all under the same roof :( ] Thursday, January 07, 2010
11:06 PM 走音 雖然沒車能接送妳 海角天邊都陪妳去 送了一個小驚喜 忙幾星期 妳眼中 有小星星 妳不開心就抱緊妳 妳有話說我就安靜 為妳改好了個性 磨平脾氣 才曉得默契會飄移 妳的愛情在走音 變成另一個旋律 我還在執迷 拼了命去合音 妳像下雪的表情 是會過完的冬季 我把心 劃成火柴卻看見漆黑的夢境 聽見愛情在走音 痛是太長的抖音 我不愛煽情 但雙唇抖個不停 本來幸福的主題 怎麼唱成了悲劇 選錯歌 唱再用心也無力 對街狂奔大喊愛妳 擁擠捷運流下淚滴 這個瘋狂的自己 來自哪裡 我已經不懂我自己 Sunday, January 03, 2010
2:34 AM 1 january 2010. 12.45am. at that instant that it happened. my heart stopped. literally. i couldn't breathe. the whole 5 seconds that you were doing it. couldn't look away. couldn't watch. didn't see it coming. never expected it. i laughed. painfully. already trying my best not to cry. looked everywhere but at you. you didn't notice. i fell silent after that. didn't know what to say. didn't know what to do. didn't know how to react. just wanted to run. just wanted to cry. just wanted to shout. found out only much later that you were only biting. but the knowledge didn't help to ease the pain any lesser. because to me. it will always look like you were kissing her. fukc this. why do i still care about you so much. why do i still like you so much. why do i still think about you so much. why do i have a new year's resolution all about YOU ?! do you know that i exist ? do you know that you are still the last thing on my mind when i sleep ? do you know that you are still the first thing on my mind when i wake up ? do you know that you mean the world to me ? but of course. alas. i know that. to you, i'll always just be a friend. nothing more. so why the heck am i still trying ? |
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