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Thursday, July 09, 2009
3:22 AM i've been taught to fight for what i believe in .. to stand up for what's right .. to never doubt myself .. but when it comes to you , none of them apply .. i cannot fight for what i believe in because God's ways and mine clashes .. i cannot stand up for what i think it's right because God's ways clashes with mine .. i doubt myself over and over again because God's ways clashes with mine .. do i really like you so much that i'm determined to leave Him ? is it really worth it ? if i get hurt again , will i run back , crying , to Him again ? God is not for me to go and come as i please .. He's there forever , whether i want Him there or not .. He'll love me to the end of time even if i give up on Him halfway .. will you ? .. do you even know i like you ? do you even know i have such strong feelings towards you ? it's so obvious that riyan found out already without me telling her !! maybe you already know , maybe you don't .. either way , our relationship is better off this way .. i don't want to ruin another friendship just because i want the other party to know how i feel .. it's not fair .. to you and to me .. i'm afraid of getting my heart broken a 3rd time even though i know i'm much stronger now .. i know .. in my heart of hearts .. the real reason keeping me from saying anything is myself .. |
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