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Wednesday, June 17, 2009
2:34 AM i thought we were going to the movies again .. just the two of us .. you don't know how happy i was to hear that we had a "date" .. who knew you'd invite lingling and felicia .. felicia .. i don't know .. maybe i'm jealous of her ? seeing how you and her get along so well together .. but it's stupid for feeling this way and i know it .. peiqi .. she's been your friend for so long .. i know she treats you as her younger sister and no more .. but there are times that really make me turn away in frustration .. the friendship you have with her is something i don't think i will understand .. maybe peiqi's right .. maybe i should tell you how i feel .. maybe i might feel better .. who knows ? but what's the point ? yes the fear of rejection is still very vivid in my mind .. to me .. telling someone you like them .. it's really for acceptance or rejection .. i can't be like peiqi .. if not you would have known long ago .. i'm a coward and i know that .. i'm just happy with where i am now with you .. though i can't truly be myself in front of you .. i would gladly find your happiness for you .. i want to complete you in an unimaginable way .. i want to make you feel special .. i want you to be happy .. BUT I DON'T KNOW HOW TO !! |
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