Monday, December 24, 2007
2:09 PM
that feeling's back .. oh God help me .. let me be at peace again .. no matter how much i tell myself to look away i just can't seem to forget .. those wonderful memories we had together were once in a lifetime .. oh God help me .. help me forget .. better yet .. just rip open my chest and take out my heart because it is the thing that's causing me grief .. i'm torturing myself by thinking these thoughts .. [ God if you can't help me forget then at least let the person know that i will be here waiting .. no matter how long it takes .. i will wait .. ]
