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Saturday, December 15, 2007
12:21 AM the past few weeks .. on every single friday .. especially from 1-3pm .. i sleep to escape from reality .. the harsh and cruel reality that has ripped you from me .. always, when you're sitting beside me .. i wonder to myself : does he love you like i do ? does he care about you like i do ? .. i saw you shivering last week during lessons and you were also having flu .. yet you told me you weren't cold .. do you know how much it hurts me to see you like this ? to see you suffering and yet i can't do anything because i'm no longer a part of your life .. every night, i'm still wishing, hoping, praying that one day, maybe one day, you will again say those words that you once said to me .. those words that made feel like the happiest person alive .. but i guess i'm just wasting my time .. for all i know, you might be whispering those words to somebody else right now .. because you love him like you never loved me .. even though i was a mere stepping stone to you, you meant the world to me .. i don't even know whether you will read this .. i don't even know why i'm typing this out .. it's most definitely not to let everyone know .. i guess i just want you to know how i feel right now .. i guess i just want you to know that i still love you .. i guess i just want you to know that i'll always be here waiting .. waiting for that one day when you'll come back .. [ how i wish nothing has changed ] |
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