Sunday, December 02, 2007
5:50 PM
i'm still feeling lost .. i don't know what i should do anymore .. i would give up everything just to go back in time .. to the time when i was truly happy .. those memories that made me smile, makes me feel depressed whenever i think of them now .. maybe i'm still hoping .. hoping and praying that one day, a miracle can happen .. but i know deep down that miracles don't happen .. especially to people like me .. i hate it whenever the feeling comes back .. [ i may look happy but it doesn't mean that i am ]
