Thursday, November 22, 2007
12:17 AM
i said it .. and i regret it .. again .. that feeling's back .. i don't think i can ever be happy again .. what's the point in being happy anyway .. these stupid thoughts keep coming to me and everytime they do .. the feeling's back .. i'll just lock myself up .. i don't want to hurt anyone else .. i've done enough harm as it is .. [ i hate myself ]