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Thursday, November 29, 2007
12:11 AM just watched enchanted .. a light-hearted comedy and yet i didn't find myself laughing .. so many things they said in the movie .. i actually know what they mean .. it all just started coming back to me then .. and i had the sudden urge to just walk out of the cinema .. all i want now is a normal life .. but it's just so hard to have one .. [ laoda don't worry about me ok ? i WILL cheer up because i don't want you to come along for iceskating .. not that i don't like you but i don't want you to make my friends into gays !! roar ] [ yifang watch hairspray together ah !! :p ] Tuesday, November 27, 2007
6:52 PM  memories are all we have at the end of the day .. when we're old and wrinkled there's nothing for us to look forward to but death .. all that we can do is look back at our memories and appreciate the past .. for me .. i don't even have memories .. it's as if i don't have a past to look at .. neither do i have a future to look forward to .. i want to be my old self again .. the one that existed before any of these heartbreaking times .. the one that made others laugh when they were sad .. the one that people would miss when gone .. all i'm living for now are projects, assigments and practicals .. [ life sucks when you've done what i did and it ain't gonna get better ] [ thanks yifang for your words :) that's why your photo is up here today :p ] Monday, November 26, 2007
9:02 PM always not free .. it's already my third time asking you guys and yet .. i have tried my best to accomodate all of you and yet .. if you want chalet can i organize for you .. come that day if you all say not free AGAIN i'm fucking washing my hands off this bloody class .. seriously what's the point if you're all not free .. Saturday, November 24, 2007
8:57 AM someone up there hates me .. giving me heartbreak after heartbreak after heartbreak .. now even my hamsters are gone and they were the ones that made me happy when i was sad .. i don't know what i should do now .. maybe i'll just die quietly .. one thing's for sure .. i'm never going to be happy again .. Thursday, November 22, 2007
9:38 PM  [ .. sian .. not paying attention in class .. clipping my emotions on my sleeves .. i don't know how much longer i can take this .. i know i'm going to break soon .. i just don't know when .. ]
12:17 AM i said it .. and i regret it .. again .. that feeling's back .. i don't think i can ever be happy again .. what's the point in being happy anyway .. these stupid thoughts keep coming to me and everytime they do .. the feeling's back .. i'll just lock myself up .. i don't want to hurt anyone else .. i've done enough harm as it is .. [ i hate myself ] Monday, November 19, 2007
1:00 AM from now on, i swear to myself .. if i ever do click a blog or friendster profile that i'm not supposed to, i will first torture myself then something horrible will happen to me .. [ i hate myself ] Saturday, November 17, 2007
1:06 PM i think spring's coming :p
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9:12 PM Michael Buble [ Everything ] You're a falling star, You're the get away car. You're the line in the sand when I go too far. You're the swimming pool, on an August day. And You're the perfect thing to say. And you play your card, but it's kinda cute. Ah, When you smile at me you know exactly what you do. Baby don't pretend, that you don't know it's true. Cause you can see it when I look at you. And in this crazy life, and through these crazy times It's you, it's you, You make me sing. You're every line, you're every word, you're everything. You're a carousel, you're a wishing well, And you light me up, when you ring my bell. You're a mystery, you're from outer space, You're every minute of my everyday. And I can't believe, uh that I'm your man, And I get to kiss you baby just because I can. Whatever comes our way, ah we'll see it through, And you know that's what our love can do. And in this crazy life, and through these crazy times It's you, it's you, You make me sing You're every line, you're every word, you're everything. So, La, La, La, La, La, La, La So, La, La, La, La, La, La, La And in this crazy life, and through these crazy times It's you, it's you, You make me sing You're every line, you're every word, you're everything. You're every song, and I sing along. Cause you're my everything. yeah, yeah So, La, La, La, La, La, La, La So, La, La, La, La, La, La, La, La, La, La, La Saturday, November 10, 2007
4:07 PM  [ i hate my heart ] Thursday, November 08, 2007
6:01 PM my god .. i yelled at my buddy .. all she did was to try and help me and i yelled at her .. what's happening to me .. my emotions are all out of control .. i thought i was over it .. but i proved myself wrong today .. i guess i haven't moved on .. dang i hate myself .. [ i'm sorry buddy :'( ] Monday, November 05, 2007
8:22 PM When there was me and you by Gabriella Montez in High School Musical It's funny when you find yourself Looking from the outside I'm standing here but all I want Is to be over there Why did I let myself believe That miracles could happen Cause now I have to pretend That I don't really care I thought you were my fairytale A dream when I'm not sleeping A wish upon a star Thats coming true But everybody else could tell That I confused my feelings with the truth When there was me and you I swore I knew the melody That I heard you singing And when you smiled You made me feel Like I could sing along But then you went and changed the words Now my heart is empty I'm only left with used-to-be's And once upon a song Now I know your not a fairytale And dreams were meant for sleeping And wishes on a star Just don't come true Cause now even I can tell That I confused my feelings with the truth Cause I liked the view When there was me and you I can't believe that I could be so blind It's like you were floating While I was falling And I didn't mind Cause I liked the view Thought you felt it too When there was me and you Friday, November 02, 2007
10:19 PM i will get over it .. i will forget about it .. i will no longer think about it .. no more will i linger on it .. i regret ever opening my mouth .. i gave so much and received so little .. it still hurts but not so much anymore .. I WILL GET OVER IT .. [ i just want to thank siewling and grace again !! me lub you guys !! ] |
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